CrossRoads

We were here.

The Senyap sign!!!!! xD
It used to be us, lining up like idiots at the badminton court last year.
So nostalgic.

My sis phoned us this around 12.30 and blasted us with her result, 5A and 2B (well, if I must specify, all I can say they're the subjects we dreaded the most)

My brother's survival was unknown until, his mum phoned me and I met them to check the result personally.

A - Math
B - English, Science, Chinese
C - Pemahaman, Chinese
E - Penulisan

If not mistaken, that's his result. Wauw. He got an A (he had to, not that he's got a choice since I told him I'll skin him if he doesn't).

6 years ago, it was my mum and I registering. Today, it was me, my mum, and my bro; my sis was still at school performing.

Met Pn Hanim, near the gym. It was nice to see her sunny smile again. :D

It was smooth sail for my brother, and he secured his place in Taman SEA within 5 minutes, same goes to my sis of course.

Missed my sis' performance. D: Hers just ended seconds after I entered the hall. When I turned around to call my mum, the girls exited the stage and the guys came in.

Her class got 1st place, and Amber Chia gave them full mark. O.o Amazing.
Though, I don't like the fact that the boys and girls dance separately... D:

And I'd just got myself reminded that this stage is so much bigger than the one in Taman SEA...
-.-lll

Moving back to Penang. Went back last weekend to visit my grandpa who visited the hospital a few times in a month.

His lunch at home.
He just got out safely and he's happy to see us at home with him.
Looking at my aunty preparing his lunch gave me a kind of warm feeling, like, this-is-how-home-is-like kind of warmth. :3

My 外婆's Har Mee.
It's vegetarian, but the best Har Mee ever!!!!!
Full of 外婆's love and more love~
lol
I'm exaggerating.
I like to hide in go to 外婆's house, cause my dad won't be there and I have my otaku-cousin's collection to indulge. And when my younger cousin comes from next door, I get to bully play with her. :3

Don't you think this look very familiar? (hint: where would you go where you can shop and skate at the same time?)

UFP's gonna end in a week's time, exam's next week. Yes, I really need to study my subjects right now. D:

The obstacles are: my laptop, the sofa, the bed, comics, comics, and more comics.

Abstinence, is a key to success, and it's exactly what I lack of. D:
Ah well, I'll just have to think of something.

Don't Look Back

Chinese - A1 (OH YES!!)
English - A1 (GCE-O - A1)
Pendidikan Moral - A1
History - A1
Mathematics - A1
Add Math. - A1
English for Science & Technology - A2

The rest, B3, to be exact, 4 Bs. One for BM, the rest are science subjects.

I always know I'm going to screw up BM anyway. Bah, who cares about BM if it wasn't compulsory?

A certain unlucky someone waited from 11am to 12.15pm. Screw the stupid sekolah.

Not fair! The black thing just had to give out according to alphabetical order. Oh come on, we're not kindergartens!! You dimwit! Wen Leong had to wait... His name starts with a W. That retarded thing, we were among the first to lined up but had to wait like hell just because our surname is so far at the back of the ABC song.

Cleste good lor... Surname is C... Gets to suffer less of the anticipation...

Yeah, tell your mum.

And going mad at the Karaoke later!!

I was quite statisfy with the overall, especially certain subjects such as English and Chinese. Chinese is known for hard in scoring A1, which I succed anyway, whereas English I scored A1 for 1119 as well, which I thought it was impossible like the Chinese...

Despite, I think I have this little tinge of regret somewhere, deep down inside me for the grades I got for my science subjects (not BM, I don't give a damn for it, I think a B is good enough for me already).

Knowing myself , I know if I study really hard, I can do it. The problem is, which is pretty obvious, I don't study... Or maybe... I should go for tuition for those subjects. I self-studied, and don't pay much attention in class... Except for maybe Physics, which I do listened, a little yeah, for the sake of Ms. Wong...

Ah well, I'm not really into science anyway. And I never got to balance my Chemistry equation before, and hence the hatred towards Chemistry. lol

The most surprising was the result of my Chinese paper. I got a freaking A1!!

OH YEEEEEEEESSSS!!!

I always thought the most I can get was A2, which I thought I would be happy even if it was a 2.

Haha, I'm one of the five who got A1 in Chinese in Taman SEA!

It must be my essay!! It must be my essay!!!! It must be my wonderful touching essay that carried me so high!!! Lalalala~~~

一直以来， 我对我的华文没有什么信心。我总认为，假若能巧幸的考到 A2 我就该偷笑了。A1 哪， 这不知哪个洞里跑出来的外星人才拿得到的佳绩，居然给我蒙到了也!!! (原来我也是外星人... XD) 批改老师肯定是被我的烂故事感动得稀里哗啦， 真是莫明其妙啊!!

呵呵呵，钟灵的华文特别奖我拿定咯!!! 现在经济不景气，一分钱是一分，不能少呀!! 华文万岁!!!

In other words, I'm quite happy with my result, except for the fact that I couldn't... Well, break my family record...

Despite everything, I learned to move forward. If you can't change the past, then looking back would do you no good, so leave the past behind, forget it, and move on to the next chapter of your life.

A total fullstop for my high school life. Time to move on.

You Are a Carrot Cake Cupcake

You are a complex person. You have many interesting layers to your personality, though others might not know it. You are drawn to a cross section of people. You friends play different roles in your life. You are like a cupcake because you are are deceptively simple. There's actually a lot to you! There are many ingredients in your life, and you only want them in proper amounts. Being you is a delicate art.

What Flavor Cupcake Are You?

Pre-SPM-Result-Madness-Syndrome

The kittens are addictive.

Their eyes are so dazzling.

The colour of the deep blue sea with a light shade of grey, crystal clear and shimmering under your gaze.

Can you imagine that? (I think I'm melting by the thought of their stunning eyes)

They seem to have the power to mesmerise anyone who looks indirectly, and conquer the souls of those who stares directly.

A teaser of the kittens.
It's a lousy photo. I know.

I had to separate them, or else the lighter colour one will suck the other's shoulder. Which is not good at all.

I think I'll name the lighther colour one 小白 & the other one 小黑. Even though they're not totally white or even have any black fur at all, as you can see.

Or maybe... I should give them some out of the world names... Like Pizza? Or even Bird-bird, Chibi, Romeo, Ashin, Pooh Bear, Gundam, Bubu, Satay... I think I like Satay...

Despite the extra living distractions, Fluffy is still lovable!! At least he's clean, fleas free, and of course very fluffy.

I sense the virus eating my brain.

So, I've been infected, again, by some weird virus.

First was the early-morning-syndrome.

Now this.

Maybe the next one will be Hello-Kitty-Lunatic-Charm.

My weirdness is just never ending.

I do panic. But calms down almost immediately. No point right?

Except that I do response to those chain-sms... In hope that... Well, you know.

I'll post better photos later, when I'm free.

Eliz, I'm being lazy here. But that photo will be up. It's what you call destiny.

And oh God, please help them survive.

You Are the Throat Chakra

You are outspoken and eloquent. You have no problem making your opinion known. It's likely that you're very verbal and artistic. You are creative in every aspect of your life. You love to communicate with people. You think it's valuable to talk out ideas and issues. You are very honest and straightforward. Speaking the truth is important to you.

What Chakra Are You?

Meow?

那段时光，让我了解，永恒的美

因为离别，相聚才显得可贵。

我要说的，大家都已讲了出来，与其人云亦云，不如让时间停此的那一瞬间来解释一切。。。

晴空上的那道彩虹，比不上我们那段记忆的永恒，也不及它灿烂。

十七岁的那一年，我们再次的尝到离别的滋味，以及回忆的美。

我真的很喜欢这张，大家的很统一！

全部人看起来傻乎乎嘀。。。好可爱喔~~

模仿五月天《后.青春期的诗》封面！

笑一个！

看起来傻傻的男生们，不知何时才会摆脱他们的稚气呢。。。





Bonus!! 恩爱的一对！

原本要放杀手 Bear 的，原本打算将它 post 在 Blue5miracle 的，都没做到。。。
I'd love to edit others photo as well... But unfortunately, just this one took me one whole day to edit... Thanks to my beloved com... If it wasn't for it, it'll take less than one hour without those restarting and end-tasking...

The original photos are 5 times the size of the one you're looking at... So, if, I said if, you want the original one... You gotta tell me...

Wheeeee!!

Last day at school.
SPM is OVER!
We are FREE!!

Pretty Lelouch!! XDD He really looks like a girl whey...

OMG... Lelouch looks like a washing board... -.-lll

Whoooooo~ Nuna-chan is High School uniform~~


Photos will be up next post...

3, 2, 1!

6 more hours.
Liberty awaits me at the horizon!

Waiting

One. More. Day.
Freedom. Awaits.
My. Anime. &. Manga. Needs. To. Be. Read.
爽. 要. 喊. 我. 一. 定. 会. 喊.
我. 没. 有. 离. 题. 啊！！！！！

Quote of the Post

"爱，不是束缚。束缚，是爱的证明。"

by yours truly.

The Amazing Race

I expected surprise, but not the amazing race. I did figured out vaguely what I might get. Clues?

Here:
1. Cherng 与 Cleste 之间的不能说的秘密。
2. Their Conversation:
'他什么都有了。' 'Shopping List 又增加了。'这是我们之间的秘密，不告诉你。' something like that... Seriously, that sounds really suspicious...
3. Cleste's sms when I was in Kinokuniya.
'Wat you looking for wor? You looking for artbook is it? Found any nice artbook? I no credit le la. You just tell me wat you bought lo.' Why are you so concern about what I'm gonna buy?

Today:
1. The mysterious conversation between Chrno and Cleste. 'We're talking about guitars.' Ok...
2. The weird conversation between William and Chrno. 'Transformers and Gundam.' I see...
3. The pink object I saw in a certain someone's bag.
4. The secret meeting which looked suspicious... Hem hem...

The amazing race.
Station 1: Find Chrno.
- Clue was written beautifully on a piece of paper I got as my first gift.
- Problem: Who the hell do I trust most? Locations were given, though diff people diff places.
*Cleste- R&R
*Kentai- Library
*William- Canteen
*Cherng- Dewan
- Got conned by a certain someone...
- In the end, William's the one who's telling the truth. Maybe it's because he couldn't lie so that's why he was given that role...

Station 2: Find Cleste.
- Got another present. Clue was written on the tissue box lid.
- She was there. No need to look for her.
- Had to go all the way back to our new classroom to get the mysterious pink object she hid in her green bag.
- According to the clue on her Birthday card, find Cherng.

Station 3: Find Cherng
- He was at the R&R.
- Asked me whether I know Who's Godzilla or not.
- No I don't.
- The Godzilla turned out to be John.

Station 4: Find John
- He was conveniently shouting at the window.
- Found him.
- According to Cleste, Cherng was no where to be seen ever since I entered 5Ix...
- Got a hug from Chin Shen.
- John took out a 30cmx40cm size item, wrapped with a lovely baby blue wrapping paper.
- At one touch, I knew newspapers were used to enlarge the size of the present and for the sake of revenge to make it harder for me to unwrap it.

-End of Race-

*Beginning of the journey of unwrapping the present*
The table started to piled up with newspapers. Sorry, couldn't scan the sweat stimulating print outs, printer refused to cooperate... Luckily, someone was too lazy to wrap it in the professional way... XDD I opened it in less than 10 minutes...

A few wrapping papers popped up occasionally to give me the false sense that the unwrapping session was gonna end. Cliche. Not exactly surprise at that, I was rather surprised that they spent quite a lot on the papers. Finally, I saw this:
The most amazing present I've ever receive.
Do ignore C.C.'s sexy pose and focus on Lelouch.

Later, I unwrapped Cleste's gift. It was a teddy t-shirt. Cool! Save me from shopping... XDD Fits me, nicely! The shirt was quite long. But I prefer longer shirt, though I have few of them...

本当にありがとう。I loved everything.

Quote of the Post

"I appreciate your laziness..."

by none other than me

Happy Teacher's Day!

I'm gonna make two posts today. And first, I would like to say Happy Teachers Day to every teacher I know from the bottom of my heart. Thank you so much for your dedications and every thing!! I really enjoy and appreciate every moment you spent with me (I know Pn Hanim's reading, but I'm saying this sincerely and definitely not for better grades...) I'm not in the mood to type out all the events like I used to, so I'll just post some photos...

Imagine if the bottle slipped...


Harem!


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'Sexy'!!

Pandemonium

Whenever we got back our paper, the class always turned into a first class pandemonium... Students kept bombarding the teachers for the sake of better grades, higher marks, and for their very own pride... Got back my Pm-57, CHem-58, Physics-55, mt-76, Chinese-74++~~So that's 3Cs n 2A1s... Doesn't look too good...

I can't argue points for pm, though some of the answers are extremely ridiculous, and reasonable answers (from the opinion of none other than me) were unaccepted... No need to repeat, Moral's definitely not a waste of papers, time and energy, but our country's moral education is just near rubbish... Some moral top scorers' attitude and action are no where near their grades... So, what's the point?

Chem was ok... Physics, I'm tired... As for Chinese period, the whole class was like a battle field. Knightmares were out and sadly we don't possess Geass, or else it would be sooooo much more simple to order Mrs. Wart to give us bonus everywhere... XDD After the 'world-class debate', we managed to convinced her to make some changes... In the end, we got TWO bonus question (not everyone, coz like me, I already got one of the two correct so no extra mark for that) and Mrs. Wart changed a Q's answer...

But that's not the end of it... Later, The Wonderful warrior Melody came up and challenged Mrs. Wart another question, the result is still in the dark coz Mrs. Wart said she need to think about it... I really need those points...

You Need Some Orange in Your Life

Orange will make you feel open, lively, and artistic. And with a little orange, you will project an aura of friendliness. If you want bolder experiences, you've got to get a little orange in your life! For extra punch: Combine orange with red or yellow The downside of orange: It's too powerful and unusual for some people to deal with The consequences of more orange in your life: You will become more creative in almost every aspect of your life You will find humor in the most serious and dismal situations You will feel like life is exciting, even when you're doing ordinary things

What Color Do You Need?

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion: You have medium extroversion. You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party. Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences. But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time." Conscientiousness: You have high conscientiousness. Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life. Most things in your life are organized and planned well. But you borderline on being a total perfectionist. Agreeableness: You have low agreeableness. Your self interest comes first, and others come later, if at all. In general, you feel that people are not to be trusted. And you're skeptical that anyone else really feels differently. Neuroticism: You have medium neuroticism. You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic. Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy. Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of. Openness to experience: Your openness to new experiences is high. In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas. You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits. A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.

The Five Factor Personality Test

Brand New Breeze

Yup! A brand new breeze! If you've watched La Corda-blah-blah-blah, you'll know it's its opening... It's not like I fancy the anime, but it's hilarious and it dosen't hurt to watch a bit... The only thing that some how annoys me is the fact that most stories always involves ONE girl and HALF A DOZENS of boys and all of them are falling for her... Too sweet for me... I want BITTER-sweet... XD Fun-fact: Fukuyama Jun, the seiryu for Lelouch is also the seiryu for the sleep-eat-and-play-cello-Shimizu-kun! Nice job!! Hard to imagine they're the same seiryu... One sounds maniac+insane while the other sounds like he's been hypnotized and he's gonna fall asleep in any second...

Exam pressure is over, but a new pressure is attacking me, the results... I don't like, my EST, PM, BC, Physics... They're dropping as if they just went shopping!! Unfortunately, Those are the past, and I can't do anything to change the past, so my future's my only hope left... If you're my friend, pray that I'll get out of this alive...

Really need something to blow away all those tiring things... Something REFRESHING! Like... Music!! Manga!! Anime!! Shopping!! If you put all those stressing things aside, you'll see there's sooo much more to do!! And this, is my wish list:

1. Read Manga
2. Watch Anime
3. Listen to the Melodies
4. Go shopping
5. Prepare a nice little revision time-table before SPM (don't think I have any other choice..)
6. Canteen DAY!!!!
7. The Concert (might be my last one... NO WAY!!)
8. Go wild...
9. start organizing myself to get BETTER results!
10. Tidy my bedroom (it's a terrible mess with all those reference books piling up on my desk and bits of papers here and there...)

And now, I'll find myself facing my father forcing me to discuss about my future more... He'll says, you've finished your exam already so I want you to think about it and surf more about it... He wants me to be a Fund Manager, Merchant Banker and something like that... He thinks that animation means long working hours and it's not very healthy coz you'll have to sit facing the monitor 10 hours per day...

He feels that my interest in animation is just like a kid's interest in Power Ranger & Barbie Doll... It's bound to die out some day, and I'll regret like hell when that day comes... I'm not sure about this... But how the hell would I know will this passion ever leaves me?? He's not a Yumemi... And I can't see how am I gonna entertain my self without Anime, which is linked to Manga and Musics... They're trinity!! Unbreakable! He told me, if you follow my word, you'll be able to make HEAPS of money, then maybe you can make your own company and hire people to do your animations...

Popiah Cooperations anyone??

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

What Your Easter Egg Says About You

You are whimsical, spontaneous, and fun loving. You connect well with people, but nature is your true love. Changing locations and scenery is important to your creativity. You are inspired by the surroundings around you

The Easter Egg Personality Test

You Are A Peanut

You are popular, even with people who tend to have picky taste. Kids love you, as do dogs. From rednecks to snobs, most people have a place for you in their hearts. As popular as you are, there are some people who can't be near you. Don't take it too personally. There's just a few people you rub the wrong way.

What Nut Are You?

Can YOU see the LIGHT ahead?

For you, maybe? For me not... I've flunk my chemistry... (No~~~ Hopefully not...) Why does it have to be Pn. Grace??? In case you haven't notice, She's a serial murderer with a 100000$ price tag on her head for being a SPM Candidates Flunker and destroying their future...

Luckily, I won't be going for the Chemistry road, free from Chemistry tolls and highways... English was ok... Physics and Bio were ten times better than Chemistry, less terms and properties to memorizes... Too much terrorize me, and eventually, I'll die... But I can't die yet... Not before I finished reading every manga I love, watching every anime I fancy and going to popular places, and of course playing with my friends...

And then we have EST... I totally forgot that it's FRIDAY and school ends EARLY... I was drawing before I start... I was only 70% done when Pn Hanim announce that it's 10 minutes to 'expiry date'... Then I panicked a bit... The ending was kinda lousy... Ah yes, Chinese, it was the worst... I didn't have enough time to finish writing my 'EXCITING, PANICKING & DANGEROUS' adventure and panic all the time... I didn't study my Ming ju well and it sucks...

BM was ok... I wrote my laporan but how well did I wrote I don't know... But I certainly wrote it in ease... I got the ideas, the ONLY problem is my tatabahasa and my deco... It's not and never will become my 'mama' tongue. I can write fluffy stuff in Chinese and English, but no... Not in BM... I'm just glad I won't flunk it... Personally, I rather have 3 BM papers than 1 Chemistry paper...

Dunnoe why, but I felt that I'll get better results this time, excluding Chemistry... Although I only study max 3 hours per day... Other time I'm cracking, decomposing slowly... Immersing myself in mangas n youtube... Oh, and Harry Potter too... Feels kinda sad to finish the whole series... I've been reading backwards... From Deathly Hallows to Half-blood Prince to Order of The Phoenix, skipping Goblet of Fire coz me dun have... And now, I've reached the last stage where everything begin - The Philosopher's Stone...

Haywire...

Came back from Tan C Y and studied Bio before that, currently blogging, reading online manga, searching for CG news... Did I just broke down?? Dunnoe, maybe I guess... Just finish reading transportation, cells, and the last chapter... My brain's just somehow blew up...

For example: I was thinking of a better way to get better results... Then aha!! I remember something about 'hypertonic', 'hypotonic, n 'isotonic'.... Here's how it works out... The text books, reference books, exercise books n etc are 'HYPERTONIC' in 'knowledge', and my brain's knowledge required for SPM which is pitifully low, is 'HYPOTONIC' to it... Wonder is there any way for me to 'immerse' my brain in the books?? Then hope it'll be balance out, which is 'ISOTONIC'...

breaking down, breaking down at the moment... Into glucose, amino acids, and etc... Dooms day is near... Now searching for Sanctuary in Anime and Manga... And here's the poem I wrote...

说不完的无奈

爱玲沫横飞，
学生泪如雨。
日炎艳阳高，
课闷师自喜。
天寒乌云满，
徒冷汗直冒。
开口谈名句，
心犹心莲苦。
提笔欲扣分，
拔腿逃不了。
唐诗两三句，
绵羊已过千。
一二三个字，
四五六首诗。
无视于怨声，
满怀的无奈。
江南山水秀，
不及眼前清。

You Are a Newborn Soul

You are tolerant, accepting, and willing to give anyone a chance. On the flip side, you're easy to read and easily influenced by others. You have a fresh perspective on life, and you can be very creative. Nonconformist and nontraditional, you've never met anyone who's like you. Inventive and artistic, you like to be a trendsetter. You have an upbeat spirit and you like almost everything. You make friends easily and often have long standing friendships. Impulsive and trusting, you fall in love a little too easily. Souls you are most compatible with: Bright Star Soul and Dreaming Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

Your Personality at 35,000 Says...

Deep down, you prefer spending time alone to spending time with others. You enjoy thinking more than talking. You are good with your place in the world. You are confident and comfortable with who you are. Your gift is relating to other people. You don't hide from your own emotions, and you are good at drawing other people out. You are inspired by what is unknown. You are drawn to the exotic. It's very easy for you to feel happy. You can find peace with any situation.

The Personality Test at 35,000 Feet

You Are 44% Burned Out

You're fairly burned out, and it shows. You probably have been feeling a little rundown and irritable lately. If you can, drop a few of your minor responsibilities and focus on what's really important. You have too much on your plate, and it's catching up with you.

Are You Burned Out?

Twinkle Toes...

The Tv man & woman came today... 3 of us didn't bring any short pants... (one dun have hp and the other two didn't inform teacher that they had changed their numbers didn't get the sms) XDD Luckily teacher have some costume stand by and they had no other choice but to wear it n OMG~~ They look like Aladdin's harem~~ XDDD

The camera man had this small cam, he kept moving here and there... But most of the time he's focusing on Farah, the instructor, which saves us a lot from embarrassments... Wonder when will they broadcast it... Dun think it'll be soon... Coz the camera woman said she'll be visiting Farah next week...

Your Mind is Purple

Of all the mind types, yours is the most idealistic. You tend to think wild, amazing thoughts. Your dreams and fantasies are intense. Your thoughts are creative, inventive, and without boundaries. You tend to spend a lot of time thinking of fictional people and places - or a very different life for yourself.

What Color Is Your Mind?

OMG~~~ It's sooooo true~~

You Are a Maze

You can be confusing, tiring, and deceptive. But at the end of it all, you're sweet. You believe there are many ways to get to an answer... And you are willing to explore every single one of them!

What Kind of Puzzle Are You?

You're a Part Time Brainiac

No doubt about it, you have the potential for big brain power. But potential doesn't get you to genius. It's going to take some work. Like most smart people, you enjoy a good intellectual challenge every now and then. But you do tend to shy away from anything difficult, frustrating, or complex. Push yourself to think, learn, and explore more... even when it feels bad. You have the capacity to solve amazingly difficult problems. You just need to let yourself do it.

Are You a Brainiac?