Thursday, January 22, 2009

CLAMP strikes again

CLAMP enjoys teasing us. Last chapter they gave us Syaoran and Kuro-papa in Outo. Now is Fai-mama and Syaoran in Piffle. I bet next chapter they're giving us Syaoran and Sakura in the colour splash, or it could a happy family reunion...

We had double English lecture today. One was a replacement class. Being so smart and so on, we finished the lesson earlier. Waiting for my mum, we went to the library to lepak and as well as to get my lecture notes for Human Comm. tomorrow.

After finishing saving the notes, I read manga online in the library.

How I wish I could scream back then.

Tsubasa Chapitre 210 was out.

CLAMP just had to kill Clone!Syaoran.

Waiting for the boring, (ok it wasn't really that boring, but it's just not making much progress at all) chapters to move on, we wished and urged CLAMP to get to the fighting scene.

Now I think I rather read more boring chapters... (come on, they're CLAMP, amazing artwork, how boring can the chapters be??!!)


They killed him. They killed him. They killed him. They killed him. They killed him. They killed him. They killed him. They killed him. They killed him. They killed him. They killed him. They killed him. They killed him. They killed him. They killed him. They killed him. They killed him. They killed him. They killed him. They killed him. They killed him. They killed him. They killed him. They killed him. They killed him. They killed him. They killed him. They killed him. They killed him. They killed him. They killed him. They killed him. They killed him. They killed him. They killed him.



*sobs*

This is far more touching than Lelouch's scene.

Just when we got our cute, normal, innocent Syaoran back, he dies. And CLAMP just had to make it sadder by making him saying 'gomennasai' and 'arigato...' before he dies vanish. OMG, he remembers that Sakura told him to say thank you instead of sorry when you made someone worried about you...

*sniffs*

And Real!Syaoran looked so shocked and surprised when clone sacrificed himself and called his name... I was quite surprised too. Never thought he would mention him during his last moments...

*baws*

And they didn't even leave him a body..................... Just Hien.


I felt frustrated.

Wonder what would R!Syaoran think about that. I mean, if he is clone or in a similar situation as him, he would surely said sorry too... And I'm dead curious to know, which Sakura did Clone actually loved the most?

You see, he spent his childhood with Real Sakura, but it was Clone Sakura whom he protected throughout the journey. Surely he has feelings for both, although he merely thought of the latter one as the real one... So you can say that all the feelings Clone had for Clone!Sakura was merely what he had for the real Sakura... But seems to be that Clone!Sakura's death really affected him.

He memang confused lar... I mean if I were him I would be fighting mentally who to choose, although one is definitely Real!Syaoran's. Imagine if your childhood friend whom you love was switched without your knowing and you spent a lot of time with her... Surely you'll feel guilty if you dump either one...

I felt really sad for Clone!Sakura... Because she was the one who was not loved as a unique individual by Clone!Syaoran, not until she dies... And Real Syaoran doesn't have any feelings for her also since he has his true love already... Unlike Real Sakura, who was love by both Syaoran from the beginning.

Please excuse my brain for malfunctioning...

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