Stressed & Desserts

My Ipod. :)
Given to me last year as a token of appreciation from my dad's friend when we lent him my car.
I'm not into pink, but hey, it's FREE. So no complaints.

I gave it to my sis when I first got it, it wasn't much use to me since I had my w995, I couldn't be bothered to bring another gadget with me anyway.

But now it's like a lifeline to me in Aussie. Out of a sudden, I got an LG Optimus, I think I like my w995 better, but this LG is touch screen and it has the weather app which is pretty useful over here. Believe me, you'll start checking the weather very often when it's cold.

Back to my Ipod, I'm just not into my LG phone, I didn't even care to change its theme or set my fav song as its ringtone because I didn't even bother to update the memory stick. So I'm having my Ipod to do the singing. It's pretty convenient actually, being so compact and the battery lasts for days! Another things is, a lot of people in Perth listen to music pretty much everywhere. In Malaysia, you'd probably be robbed once you shut yourself in the sacred world of melodies.

Anyway, I should be studying for Acc Financial mid-sem coming up on Sat instead of spending the whole morning procrastinating reading manga from this web perfect for lazy bums like me who can't even bother to click through the pages.

And yeah, living without my ballet lesson really turned my muscles into ****. Oh poop. Once this mid-sem is over I'll start jogging again. I shall not go back in the size of a pumpkin. Gah mid-sems, they just wash you off like a tsunami in one go. I've been studying for Acc Managerial for 3 days before I settled it on Sat, going through a Microeconmics-marathon from Sat-Sun and took it on Monday, and cramming some last minute knowledge on Financial Principle for the quiz on Tues. So that's like 3 tests in 4 days.

Now I know how an egg feels when it's on the frying pan.

There's still one more paper to go.

But, I'm not in any frigging mood to study. I'm disappointed with my results. I thought, I did well, I thought I knew the correct answers. My confidence wasn't reliable I guess.

Acc Managerial - 39/50
Microeconomics - 31/40

There's like 25% of the answers wrong, I'm not even close to a HD. D;
*sighs*
I'm certain it must be some stupid careless mistakes again, it had to be.

Speaking of stress, I hate supermarkets.
They've got all sorts of sales and discounts on snacks, biscuits and chocolates.
thisisbad.
I think I'd better get a safe and chunk all these stuff into it and forget the pin number.
Then I'll just go to the market once again and get more of them.

Train Wreck

Result was out on Wednesday 12.30am, I went to sleep before that after waiting for hours before my laptop for it to be released. When I woke up, Amanda's message made my heart flipped.

CIB 71
FIN 72
MKT 73
MGT 81

3 Ds and 1 HD. Was expecting more HDs... But for getting a HD in MGT was pretty surprising. Yet again, what I expect worse usually exceed my expectation to be better than I could have hoped for. It looks like I did pretty well for MGT's paper. For an internal mark of 35/50, I scored 46/50 for the paper??? I can't believe the crap the I gave could have worth so much. Wow.

Then again, I guess I should reflect on my other 'Ds' subject. CIB is pretty hopeless, Bleh. My internal mark is 46.5/60 (greatly thanks to my presentation 12.5/15, which pulled up the average!!), so that means I scored a measly 24.5/40 for the paper. Wow too.

Next goes to Finance Quantitative, which is actually just Stat and Calculus, which I pretty much slept through most, if not all, of the lesson. Hmmmm... I guess the sleeping doesn't bother too much, since I can handle the thing by myself alright. Squeezing a few weeks worth of lessons into a few days with the help of my beloved Voon-ma and hubby-Kirly makes everything possible. Too bad, I slightly underestimated the time required for practices and so on. Oh wait, that wasn't the problem, I can actualy score a lot higher for this damn paper if it weren't for my careless mistake. Oh Sheep. There's probably 5/100 gone in the MCQ and maybe even up to 30/100 gone in the last stupid question (OH WHY DIDN'T I SEE THAT EBIL NEGATIVE SIGN.). So that's like, 20/30 for that bloody paper. ouch.

Lastly, we have MKT, which I scored 21/35. T___T No idea where went wrong. But I wrote 5 essay-like answer like a mad woman in the 2 hours. Bleh.

Up next, I really need to get my Visa done asap, and get a new laptop... Hp Envy looks awesome, just as awesome as its price. So I'll just go for either Hp Pavilion Dm4 or Acer Timeline 4820... But wait, I haven't even got the green light for the idea yet...

And yeah, Comic Fiesta 2010's tomorrow, and Sunday, I'd probably be going on Sunday with my cousin, but then again, it has yet to be green-lit by my dad... Though, somehow I feel CF doesn't matter that much anymore, I don't know why. But when I try to convince myself saying that, 'it's the same, I get there, check out the Doujin booths, splurge my money over their merchandise and get back leaving my trophies dusty, what's the point?' and 'I don't cosplay or sell things, why the hell should I be there?' it just doesn't sound that convincing when the images of my fav series appearing overtook my mind.

I don't know. I feel like going, though the thought of I'm gonna get a big time if I screw up my up coming assignment old man gave me makes me retreat slightly. But it's not like I've had worse before... Right?

Bleh. We'll see how it goes on Sunday, which means I need to break my plan to him tomorrow...

Weekly Update, Not

A lot happened last week.

I started work at my dad's office, doing some menial stuff including answering phone calls (which I should just let the accountant to do cause 9/10 people who called were looking for her, me answering the phone was pretty much wasting everyone's time anyway), photocopying documents, cutting and sticking some cardboard stuff and read newspapers.

Then I was given Thursday and Friday off to take my maid, Savy to go shopping before she leaves Malaysia for good. So that's 2 easy days for me. Then, off she went back to Cambodia after working at our house for 5 long years.

Right after we came back from the airport, I finally started my Nihongo revision, which I kept on telling myself time to start and yet managed to wait to the last minute again... =___= hehehe....

But it was alright.

The next day, 5th Dec, I thought and hoped I was well-prepared. Left our house at 1pm with Osla and my sis with my mum driving and we're off to Confucius High for JLPT, or so we thought. Not that we didn't make it, but damn, some crazy people just had to have some demo in KL and quite a number of the examinees were caught in the jam. We made it in time, but many didn't.

The JLPT people thus decided to delay the exam until 3pm, which was supposed to start at 2.30pm. Of course, we hate to wait, and some can't even wait since they have a flight/train to catch or something. But if we think from some unfortunates' pov, I'd be glad that they do so. So, no complains there.

The Vocabulary/Grammar exam was pretty easy, I think I can score about 80%-90% for that... But the Comprehension one was tough. Blegh. Many weird stuffs I never seen before... The listening one was piece of cake. If I got the last question right (which I kinda failed to listen properly), I think I can score full mark. It'd be a shame if I got other questions wrong since I was so sure I understood all.

And if I need something to blame for the mishap for the last question, I'd blame the freezing hall. Heeesh, what is wrong with all those air-con system??? Why are these management wasting so much money on making the temperature too cold for us to survive???

Anyway, it's over now. That'll be the last exam for year 2010. :D

Up next, my Penang trip!!!!

December!!

With my First Year ended a week ago, I'm now whisked away to worked at an Web-design oh screw that my dad's office, well I was supposed to work at some web-designing company until my dad's receptionist threw the letter and left her post open.

So I'm working now as a office girl who spends most time doing menial tasks, reading newspaper when there's nothing to be done and hopefully receiving some sort of salary which he once suggested giving me but left the topic forgotten at the sight of lunch.

Just 2 days before my final exam, Finance 203 (which was actually Calculus), I went PAWS in hope to check out my stupid dog with the monkeys and Lizzie. Sadly, she was still under quarantine, so no hope of seeing her tail or anything bigger than that. Instead, we walked and bathed 16 dogs in total. My first dog was a jumpy one who kept on springing onto me. Couldn't remember how the second one looked like, but the third, or maybe fourth, one was particularly unforgettable, I mean, how often do you see a white sausage dog (possibly a mix, and a rather fat one too) with black spots and a pair of black patches on her back that resembles a pair of wings.

Thought of going back there to see Potato again, but seeing that I'm now stuck working with my dad... =______= Haiz...

With my thoughts on the stupid dog settled temporary, I was finally back to the studying mood for Calculus, which I slept/daydreamt through every classes and lectures. (Now that I look back, that seems like a bad idea) Bleh. It wasn't too hard to grasp the theories, but still studying half a sem's worth of subject in one day wasn't totally possible by myself. Thank god I found a mum at college who taught me whatever I never paid heed to in class. xD Luv ya~

The exam, was....

Despite everything that indicates that I was supposed to be lucky that day...

The final question was so shitty.

I got the steps correct, the only tiny mistake was the bloody +/- sign the question specially modified for us. Moreover, Mr. Mani wasn't in my exam venue giving me the bloody tips which could really save me.

Bleh whatever. HD may be ouut of reach now. I'll just aim for a D...

Right after that, went shopping at Kota Damansara with the family. Visited so many boutiques that my eyes were blurred at the sight of everything from clothes and dresses to the cleverly-designed interiors. I'm not famous for splurging money on impulse, except for sometimes, so I returned home empty-handedly despite seeing many attractive items that made my heart pound.

Went shopping at 1U last Saturday to get my sis something decent to wear for a concert. While my mum was raiding a particular shop, Iora with the help of the shop assistants, I found and snagged a chiffon top and a black skirt. xD Technically, I tried on both and my mum paid them (Wakakakakaka), so now the black skirt belongs to me, while the chiffon top belongs to my mum although I shall be wearing it more frequently (or at least I think I will). xD

Anyway, JLPT isn't very far away from now, 5th Dec is like zooming in pretty fast alright... =___= So it's time to dig out my rusting text book and revise with my sis...

Missing you

Bleh. Finals. 2 papers down.

But that's not the main point.

Old man just sent Potato to PAWS. T____T

It wasn't very surprising, I was counting the days and praying hard for her not to dig any more graves, chew flower pots, eat cactus and bark too much.

The prob definitely isn't just her alone. Old man himself is one bloody big mess as well. He doesn't seem to understand that dogs are not machines, not to mention that he's pure prejudice to her. (Always XiaoHuang this XiaoHuang that, meh he's an old dog already lar!)

They bark, just like my idiotic sister is a indestructible chatterbox.

They get bored, just like why my brother wants to play our PS2.

They love to run around, just like how old man loves to play his tennis.

They fear of scary things like your ugly face, just like when you're nervous or frighten, everything you do goes wrong.

They are dogs goddamnit get your fact right.
However clever they are, they are not humans. Just like thumbs-up is rude is certain cultures, hell no they don't understand you.

You don't decide to get a dog because you think it's nice to have one.

Responsibility, that's the key word here.

The bloody term you keep telling, reminding me, drilling it deep within our actions.

But that's exactly what you lack of.

If you can't abandon your kid even if they're not what you hope to be, how is it ok to give up on a dog?

Old man never learns, or perhaps he watches too much humanified animals from movies.

Lonely Potato... D;
Did you foresee your future? Was that why you're always looking so sad?

They're not a toy, they are not dispensable or disposable.

So you think you're god-like being the one to decide that you want to keep one from the wild. But the moment you pick her up, it's the moment when you are responsible for her.

You don't just dump her when you think she ain't cute anymore.
Just like you don't tell your son to get lost because he couldn't be the next PM.

That's what we called irresponsible.

Those useless, good-for-nothing, why-don't-you-just-die kind of owners I despise of.

I'm not really sure why, but I don't think digging holes or destroying pots or attacking us with cactus is that big deal. Maybe it's just me being blindly in love with the crazy bitch.

Still, I don't think that justifies their decision to get rid of her.

May you find a better owner next time.
I'm sorry that I failed you. *sobs*
T_______________T

I miss your stupid ass that can never sit still.
I miss your flabby neck where your fur is the softest. );
I miss you when I see the table where you used to wag you tail when you see me.
I miss your crazy behaviour where you'd jump around me like nuts snapping at my hand...on a second thought, I take that back. =.=

Screw Calculus, I'll pull it through somehow anyway.
I'm going back to PAWS.
I don't know when, but hopefully this Friday?
I'm not sure what to hope for, to see her still there, or to learn that she has been adopted. No doubt, the latter would be a better choice for her, let's just hope she's lucky enough.

Ps:

Those photos were taken months ago, take my word, she looks nothing like that now.

Blissfully Blank

It's over.

Phew.

Weeks and weeks of training is totally history.

I was so nervous that I didn't sleep really well for the past two days. My ankles weren't getting any better either, had to ice them everyday... =___=

Woke up earlier than my alarm this morning, about 8 something. Since there was still time, I watched Tegami Bachi 2. Lag, Niche and Steak certainly made me relax better.

Then I went to rehearse for a while before changing into my attire and tying up my very short hair into a bun. Used up quite a lot of hair spray. lol With some pins and extra hair nets, I made my bun a lot bigger than it's supposed to be. By the time I finished spraying, my hair was like, so hard and shiny... lol

Then Ms. Ng came to fetch me. (she's da best~ xD) At the receptionist, I got my number, 12, the last one in my batch. Changed into my shoes and started warming up in a room with some other dancers. Then it was 12:05 and time for my exam!!!!!

Ms. Stirling looks pretty old, she had short white curly and smiled very frequently. Barre work was ok, I guess. Didn't do any mistake and it was good that Ms Stirling skipped a lot of the exercises! But then my left leg just had to cramped a bit. Urgh, bad timing. Center work was fine also, except that I kinda screwed up for forgetting how to do Demi-contretemps... I was so lucky that another girl in the same line with me showed me how... T^T Managed to double-pirouette as well, though I cheated a bit... =.=

The jumps were quite good I think. She even skipped the toughest exercise for Allegro... I dare say I'm pretty pleased with myself for not dancing pass the pillar which would have make Ms Stirling to lean back to watch me like what she did to the others...

Then point work... It was... Gah me no face to say aaaaaaaaaahhh... T.T My left ankle gave away a few times and I sort of screwed up here and there... In the end, my right leg even went on strike giving me muscle cramp during Courus.... But I crunched my jaws and smiled and danced through the whole exercise!!!!!! Thanks to my stupid crampling leg, I ended up pretty far behind my partner... =___=

But it's ok, it's over, right after that it was goodbye and out I got out of the room!!!!

Now that it's ended, I feel so relieved.

Weird enough, when I try to recall how it went, I can't really remember how I felt throughout the whole thing. It was like, my mind was so blissfully blank during the exam (except when my right leg starts crampling like crazy)...

Anyway, it's over now. And that's another one thing less to worry about... I can throw my point shoes away and return the new pair to Ms. Ng. I don't think I can dance in them for some time. My ankles need time to heal!

A Bit Lost

No idea why. Maybe it's the stress. All the crazy assignment reports, dodgeball competition, my dad's work and my ballet exam (probably the main culprit) are overwhelming.

First of all, I have more than 7 assignments and a presentation to complete, worse, I'm not really happy with the toughest assignment. Stupid lecturer didn't warn us and now I'm stuck with someone I'm not familiar with, oh how I wish I got Mr Keith. Talk about bad luck. Well, it's not like I don't like to get out of my circle, but the thing is, working with those you're not familiar with has a certain disadvantage, they might screw you up and you might be too good to go shrieking at them. I'm not sure how's that member of mine is like, but we'll see. Hopefully, he doesn't screw me.

Then I have to help my dad with his work which he couldn't bother to do/can't do. Like those that require Photoshop is definitely my task. But he wants me to do his Word, PPT and Excel work as well, and it ain't easy to please a demanding boss who lives with you. And because he lives with me he makes me to work until midnight whenever I'm free on the next day. There's goes my good night. And yeah, he says I sleep too late. Wonder who's fault is that. Ok, so partially it's mine I admit... But I'm always working overtime for him, that explains.

The most stressful upcoming event is my ballet exam. I still can't do a perfect double-pirouette, and I HAVE TENDINITIS ON BOTH LEGS. Bloody perfect. I just have two more weeks to train but I CAN'T. oh f*ck. I paid RM485 for it, I can't fail!!!!!! Gah. Worst of all I have to go for CDL for a few more weeks. Damn. Aamos told me it starts in October. IT FRIGGING AIN'T OCTOBER YET AND IT'S STARTED ALREADY. LIAR.

Heeh, let's pray for the best. Everything will be over (well except my job at home) on 13th October. Can't wait for that day to arrive.

Work Harder?

Sem 2 is crazy. I've been writing reports non-stop for 3 weeks, not to mention that I have 2 more reports due next next week...

Had an exam on Friday with 2 assignments to pass up. Oh boy, I worked really hard on Thursday night to finish my Marketing & Finance assignments and studied my Finance (That was the very first time I read the text book properly).

I guess... It serves me right for not paying attention in class. =___=

Started really studying at 10pm until roughly 2am when my dad made me sleep. For many many reasons I only managed to fall asleep at 3++, and woke up at 5am. Tried to sleep again but fail. Was too nervous (or maybe not, I just felt dreaded and excited) to sleep. So I studied again.

Had a Brand's Chicken Essence while munching biscuits. And the chicken essence tasted awful because I can only find the kiddies one, which tasted like Banana-syrup-gone-wrong. Left house around 7.30am and it was raining. Traffic was terrible near the LDP Perabot, a few cars got banged and a lot of idiotic drivers refused to switch on their lights. They think everyone's superman, bloody idiots.

Parked my car near RHB bank and went to get the ticket. Useless ticket machines were all on strike and I didn't get any ticket after trying out 4 machines. So I parked there for a quarter of a day for free.

Went to the library and saw the family there. Added more details into my formula sheet thanks to Kirly~ And because of those additional notes, I could answer some question on the topic I decided to abandon studying. Unfortunately, there was one formula which I forgot to include in my paper.

Realised that when I couldn't find the right formula. Good thing our brain cells work better in times of emergency. I managed to recall that very formula from memory thanks to the exercises I tried out a few hours ago for the first time. xD

After passing up my assignments when the exam ended, I felt so drained and happy.

Mmmmm. I had a refreshing nap on my way back to Penang. Would love to blog about Penang, but I just feel so un-inspired right now. Perhaps later? If I ever bother to do it....

Exhausted

Dad was away last night. Whenever he's away I tend to sleep in very very late. I know I shouldn't, but I just can't get enough of the internet. And so, while I was reading Namewee's blog about TNB around 2 am, a blackout occurred.

Perfect timing. Bleh. But lol William wasn't alseep as well, and smsed him a few times. Then, while I was going to reply a message I just received from him, there came our light. Oh yeah, moar surfing until 3am.

Woke up at 10am and took a long time to change into my ballet attire. Since I'd be leaving at 12:15, I figured that it'll be too much of a trouble to have to change twice. After having a Carman's muesli bar (yes, that Carman's from our marketing 100!), my aunt fetched me and Ms. Ng to FAB (no it's not an abbreviation of Fabulous but Federal Academy of Ballet).

Things, were pretty much the same over there. Some posters and articles that were there long before I joined FAB were still there and some have even turned yellow. When it was one, I entered the studio with another bunch of students from other schools.

Was kinda surprised to see that the studio was refurbished. The training itself was extremely exhausting. We started from 1pm to 2:30pm none stop practising everything from barre work to pointe work with only a few rest we get to squeezed out as we take turn to dance for those big movement dance pieces.

Some students, were pretty good, in their turnout, flexibility and expressions while some others were so-so only. Though, I was quite confused with their music timing. For some pieces, I can't help but felt that they were a bit off, or perhaps it was just me being off, but for sure, some were really off.

Anyway, I was almost dead when it finally ended. Hmmm.

Went back home to shower and went to Noodle One for my lunch. Carman's was doing quite good. At least it didn't make me feel hungry for that few hours of dancing... Then I had a lovely nap when I reached home.

At 7pm, I had another dance class.... Bleh... By the time I reached home... I feel like a flop already...

Result, Work, & Dance

Hmmmmm...
Result was out, early, in the middle of the night.

Weird, with only four subjects and having to check them online, I don't feel that stressed up or excited as I usually feel *thinks PMR/SPM*

Econ 86
Acc 84
BIS 80
B. Law 76

In overall, I think I did ok. A bit down for not getting 90 above for everything. I supposed I certainly deserve them, afterall I was sleeping throughout the lectures and didn't study much before the exam. No pain no gain. Urgh.

Like last time, my accounts was/is better than some other subjects I thought I'm better at... Didn't expect it to be better than Law... lol As for Econs, I find it much more interesting than the other subjects I'm taking, perhaps it's because I have a solid foundation for it?

Me needs to stardy hard next sem. If can, I need the scholarship badly (for the sake of my pride and my mummy~).

Well, I've been working for like, since sem break started? Urgh. Didn't get to go for any outing... T^T. Gaaaaaaahhh!!! Why is my dad the boss???????????? Besides that, with my concert coming up, I can't go anywhere too far... Need to practice afterall...

So... Karaoke after 24th July anyone?? Pwease~ Will find a good reason to runaway from office for a day!!!

Reporting

It's passed mid-may already, and in a month's time, I'd probably be spending my afternoon with some crazy girls shopping around Sunway after our last exam BIS, the same one I took this morning, and coincidentally both test are held on the 18th as well as the last test and exam for this sem, interesting.

The BIS test today wasn't that tough as I imagine. I was pretty stressed up for not memorising the stupid kinds of systems in the reading materials we are given. Instead, I spent my whole morning and the first part of afternoon reading 5 volumes of Switch, 9 chapters of Kingdom Hearts and 22 pages of Monochrome Factor, watching 1 episode of Kaichou wa Maid sama, and made a summary post for Monochrome Factor.

Good thing was, most of what I read came out and what I didn't come across wasn't out. Seriously, how much luck can a person possess? I actually went and ctrl+c ctrl+v some answers from the review assessment/google (which we were not allowed to do so and were informed by the lecturers after they discovered the rule) and rephrase them. Full marks are not easy to score but I doubt I'll do too badly so cheers.

So far, most of our test results are out except for our latest law test.
Econs quiz: 3.3/5
Econs mid-sem: 18/20
Acc mid-sem: 20.8/25
Law quiz: 10/15
Law mid-sem: 18/20

Not too happy with the quiz result but meh, they were the first 2 quizzes I had so *inserts excuses*.

Right now I'm just hoping to find out our assignments result. Other than my BIS assignment which I got 11.8/15, the rest are still in the dark given that how tough it can be for our busy lecturers to evaluate them...

I'm so restless and I get bored so easily these days. =____=
I'm practically sleeping through every lecture (applying the law of sleep more=better grades) and I've completely given up on accounts class, which I spent my 2 hours sexually harassing entertaining Peanut. I feel like doing loads of things and yet... The energy of yes-let's-do-it just seem slip away like a leaking balloon.

It's time to get myself more organized,
and so I thought.

Afterthoughts

I'm slacking.

I promised the Cameron posts will be up real soon.

Received my results from Lizzie on Friday morning, 11th Dec, at Penang, in my bedroom.

Macroeconomic: 91 :D
Statistics: 84.4
Management: 73

I'm happy with my Macro results, really happy.
A bit disappointed with Stat, gah, careless mistakes everywhere I knew it.
Management, totally not happy. Must be that stupid belly-guy's fault.

My estimated average for the whole program is around 75%. D:
My first sem's result (especially ACC for both sem and HCM) are the main factor...

Last sem was obviously the one with the highest average score...

Looks like scholarships gonna be tough to apply. D;

2 more posts on Cameron and it'll be over.

And if you're interested in ComicFiesta 09, you can read about it here!

End of Chapter

The fabulous AK batch!!!

Photo taken by JheYee papa. Credits to her!!!

After Nursery, Primary, and Secondary, it's finally College. We're degree students now!!!!

Taken with the AK3 animals (except me and Annie) by JheYee papa again!!

Now this one was taken by me~

Eloise wasn't in any photo above. Heesh, why move house on your exam day????

Went to Midvalley with JheYee-pa, HuiVoon-ma, XiaoHuang-Chelsia, Janester, Eloise-kor, and Mr. Pay after exam.

Had Voon-ma and XiaoHuang in my car as navigator (I hate to remember direction!!!). Really enjoyed seeing Voon-ma getting very worried for her direction-less daughter. ♥

Had lunch at Oasis Food Court. I think, my mee-suah sucks, though I'm notreally sure about that. My nose was totally blocked and I'd only realised that the mee-suah wasn't really nice half-way. The Ikan Bakar was, supposedly, nice. But all I could taste was the spiciness!!! T.T

Mr. Pay joined us a while later, all of us had to wait for him to get his Ikan Bakar, really popular whey... Eloise arrived after Chelsia came to find JheYee and I who got distracted by the Gashapons. xD

Watched New Moon after that. I really must say, Edward is hideous in the movie. D: He looks way better in the posters. The movie was ok. I'm not a Twilight fan, as I'm not really into romance or a fan of sexy vampires and werewolves in a not-so-original story.

:D
Camwhored in the toilet. Yes, the toilet!!!
Mr. Pay couldn't enter (it's the ladies'!!!!), so we took it in the mirror!!!

D:
But very blur.... T.T Couldn't use flash and people were staring... lol
Thanks to a girl who immediately she exited the toilet when she found us posing to take the photo, so that we could take it~~ :3

Camwhoring at Garden. :3
Taken right before the entrance to the carpark~

I had to leave at at 4. So we walked all the way back to Garden, where I parked my car. Camwhored the whole way there.

Whooot~ Camwhoring in my car!!!
Photographer: Mr. Pay the spontaneous guy!!!

Mr. Pay's turn to sit in the car~~

Achievement of the day: we (Annie and I) hugged thrice!!!!!!!!!!! Yes, we know she loves me the most. *Annie I can see you smiling!!!*

I'm really gonna miss Annie the AK times!!! Really don't like our really-short sem 3. So little time for us to be together, especially with the AK1 guys.

What lies in our future is still unknown.

I know I'm definitely going to Curtin. So is Jane. I'm not sure about the rest, especially CerTong, TzeHorng, and Annie, who are planning to attack Monash and abandon us. ):

♥
If only time will stop.

Holiday!

Our exam ended on last Thursday. What a relieve? Not really, not when you don't feel stressed at all.

Our final semester was like a too-boring-honeymoon.

Except for Stats, other subjects just couldn't give us the pressure we expected to be on us.

Had a lot of fun at Midvalley with you-know-who-you-are. Photos will be up late as usual, you know how hard it is for me to upload them....... ;D

Really enjoyed the Cameron trip with my mum.

Will update ASAP~~~ Is currently organizing and editing the photos!!!!!!!! xD

紧握的手

Tsunaida Te.mp3

Amazing song by Lil'B.

Love the dazzling melody, her delicate yet mature vocal, and the incredibly sweet lyric.

I'm totally mesmerised by it. xD

Even if we part and meet again,
I want to meet at this place
Then we'll hold hands to ensure
we'll never be separated again

We used to talk all night until
the sun rose
And held hands till the sun
went under the horizon
Let's walk together like this forever
like light and shadow

I stand in the city, staring off
into space with lonely eyes
I can't find warmth on my own
by meeting you, I realized
how much strength love could give me

Even if we part and meet again,
I want to meet at this place
Then we'll hold hands to ensure
we'll never be separated again.

I can't sleep by myself,'cause
I can't dream without you
so take me to a place where
uncertainty can't reach us
And let us bring light to the
night sky with no stars

So long as you're with me, I can go
to world's end
Even if it's a path I can't walk on
my own
if you're by my side, I can walk it
while humming a tune
if we're together,the world is mine

if we can't meet
I will miss all the happiness
I'm so worried when he hugged me
tightly
it seems I will lose the sight of
tomorrow in the crowds
love is so painful
I forgot the art which glossed over
loneliness

Every time we went we held out hands together
we will walk together on this road
if I think of a dream that no one
ever thought of
I will make this dream come true
only with you
with happiness

while we are arguing on Saturday
I don't want to lose you
I feel something powerful get into
my body and the love getting warm
NO MORE CRY
something shines on my jean's pocket
it's a call from you but I ignore it
there's something in me already calm
maybe I will remain calm if you were here...
there is something missing and it makes me scared
I want to meet that "important person"
I will think about losing to someone
I hate this town so much

I want to hold your hand
I pretend to be tough but I can't
so unreasonable...can I cry?
autumn seasons will come soon

Even if we part and meet again,
I want to meet at this place
Then we'll hold hands to ensure
we'll never be separated again.

I can't sleep by myself,'cause
I can't dream without you
so take me to a place where
uncertainty can't reach us
if I think of a dream that no one
ever thought of
I will make this dream come true
only with you
with happiness

Some parts are a bit off from the real meaning D: The Chinese version is better, sadly, it's not fully translated!!!!! D:

紧握的手

无论怎样轮回 还是想在这里相遇
为了不再失散 如此紧握着你的手

从夜晚谈到太阳升起了仍不停
直到夕阳沉落还紧握着手
就这样明天后天直到永远
让我们像光和影都一起走下去

你的心里装着什么
曾处在怎样的世界
我在想象着哦
在被寂寞包围的城镇中
一个人寻找不到温暖
爱可以让人变得如此坚强
直到遇见你后 我才懂得

无论怎样轮回 还是想在这里相遇
为了不再失散 如此紧握着你的手

独自一人无法入睡 因为无法看见梦
带我去任何不安都到达不了的地方
继续照亮这无星的夜

只要和你在一起 就能够去向任何地方
就算是无法独自行走的道路 如果两人一起
就能够哼着歌走下去
有你在 就是幸福

如果我们没有相遇
会错过这么多幸福
不安的时候将我紧紧相拥
似乎明天将会迷失在人群中
to be continue by whoever's gonna translate it....

*gasps*
What am I doing here????????????
Blogging I know.
*gulps*

I don't know why, but I just feel so restless for this whole week. Partially due to the new series I just caught up and a bunch of nice songs and I've discovered... I dare say I didn't do my revision wholeheartedly and I just couldn't feel the urgency to study really hard for the upcoming and last exam of the year...

this is bad.

D:

Luckily we only have 3 subjects.

3 days left. It's really time that I kick this laptop out of my reach. T.T

Sleepy

Haiz.
And here I am.
Studying Business Communication.
Missing my first ever out-of-school award ceremony.

Sad.

Thank god it'll be over tomorrow. xD

Humpty Dumpty

Heeh.

There goes my golden egg.

*flomp*

*The golden egg labelled with an unachievable High-Distinction fell flat on the ground, hard, and breaks*

My account doesn't balance again... (The only time it balanced was during the last test)

I want to go karaoke...

Shall definitely shout until my throat sores on Thursday.

Don't care about Jiri la, will just scream until everyone claps.

Then, Kangaroo-san, here I come!!

Wheeee~~

B-but now...

Have to study Human Communication...

Oh yeah, just to add a little creepy incident Eliz and I had on the bus...

The moment two brain-blasted girls found their seats at the back-most place on the stinky bus, a man with enormous eyes turned around and stared at Eliz...

His eyes were fixed on her, while I froze there, creep out by his eerie stare.

Then...

He turned away...

Later...

He stared at not only Eliz, but me too.

And I looked at him face-to-face.

That look was enough to make our hair to stand up as if they had been electrocuted.

After some time...

His head, along with his tea-cup sized eyes returned to where they should be looking.

To our horror...

They returned...

With the blank look on his face and the tupperware-bashing rude eyes...

Eliz and I smiled nervously at each other...

Occasionally, his eyes would focused on a spot and refused to move...

Forcing us to look somewhere else...

It was hard.

For me to suppress the urge to poke his eyes with my house keys.

Various nightmares haunted my already-exhausted mind.

Is he a terrorist? A suicide bomber? Kidnapper maybe? Organ dealer? Could he be a money-cheating Bomoh? Or some psycho criminal...?

Or was I just too paranoid... Maybe he has 阴阳眼, and he just happened to saw a lot of lost spirit or wandering ghost around us that he kept looking at those invisible to us... (This is what happens when you talk about haunted hotels at Genting in McD) Or maybe Eliz looked like someone he knows...

I swore to myself, if he tries anything funny. It'll be his eyes the first to go.

But here I am, typing this weird incident that I hope it wouldn't happen to anyone... Shoo, creepy guy, go away. Don't you ever take the same bus as we would in the future.

You Are The Brain

You're the type of person who's always on, always churning. You are alert and quick to react. You like to stay busy. You are responsible but also demanding. You take up a lot of energy. You are someone of deep mystery. There's a lot below the surface that's hard to figure out.

What Internal Organ Are You?

Your Name's Power is Beauty

Your name's power is that it helps you be beautiful. Your name conveys both a pleasant and kind attitude. People who meet you can't help but think you are delightful. You try to live your life with honesty and affection.

What's Your Name's Power?

You Are Tomato Juice

You are unusual and unconventional. Some people find you a bit overpowering. You're not normal, and that's totally okay with you. You're comfortable in your own skin. You are outspoken and quirky. There's nothing subtle about you. And while you're powerful, you're not stubborn. You can be quite flexible and adaptable.

What Kind of Juice Are You?

Tomato rawks!!
LOL
I'm abnormal and mysterious...

Don't Look Back

Chinese - A1 (OH YES!!)
English - A1 (GCE-O - A1)
Pendidikan Moral - A1
History - A1
Mathematics - A1
Add Math. - A1
English for Science & Technology - A2

The rest, B3, to be exact, 4 Bs. One for BM, the rest are science subjects.

I always know I'm going to screw up BM anyway. Bah, who cares about BM if it wasn't compulsory?

A certain unlucky someone waited from 11am to 12.15pm. Screw the stupid sekolah.

Not fair! The black thing just had to give out according to alphabetical order. Oh come on, we're not kindergartens!! You dimwit! Wen Leong had to wait... His name starts with a W. That retarded thing, we were among the first to lined up but had to wait like hell just because our surname is so far at the back of the ABC song.

Cleste good lor... Surname is C... Gets to suffer less of the anticipation...

Yeah, tell your mum.

And going mad at the Karaoke later!!

I was quite statisfy with the overall, especially certain subjects such as English and Chinese. Chinese is known for hard in scoring A1, which I succed anyway, whereas English I scored A1 for 1119 as well, which I thought it was impossible like the Chinese...

Despite, I think I have this little tinge of regret somewhere, deep down inside me for the grades I got for my science subjects (not BM, I don't give a damn for it, I think a B is good enough for me already).

Knowing myself , I know if I study really hard, I can do it. The problem is, which is pretty obvious, I don't study... Or maybe... I should go for tuition for those subjects. I self-studied, and don't pay much attention in class... Except for maybe Physics, which I do listened, a little yeah, for the sake of Ms. Wong...

Ah well, I'm not really into science anyway. And I never got to balance my Chemistry equation before, and hence the hatred towards Chemistry. lol

The most surprising was the result of my Chinese paper. I got a freaking A1!!

OH YEEEEEEEESSSS!!!

I always thought the most I can get was A2, which I thought I would be happy even if it was a 2.

Haha, I'm one of the five who got A1 in Chinese in Taman SEA!

It must be my essay!! It must be my essay!!!! It must be my wonderful touching essay that carried me so high!!! Lalalala~~~

一直以来， 我对我的华文没有什么信心。我总认为，假若能巧幸的考到 A2 我就该偷笑了。A1 哪， 这不知哪个洞里跑出来的外星人才拿得到的佳绩，居然给我蒙到了也!!! (原来我也是外星人... XD) 批改老师肯定是被我的烂故事感动得稀里哗啦， 真是莫明其妙啊!!

呵呵呵，钟灵的华文特别奖我拿定咯!!! 现在经济不景气，一分钱是一分，不能少呀!! 华文万岁!!!

In other words, I'm quite happy with my result, except for the fact that I couldn't... Well, break my family record...

Despite everything, I learned to move forward. If you can't change the past, then looking back would do you no good, so leave the past behind, forget it, and move on to the next chapter of your life.

A total fullstop for my high school life. Time to move on.

You Are a Carrot Cake Cupcake

You are a complex person. You have many interesting layers to your personality, though others might not know it. You are drawn to a cross section of people. You friends play different roles in your life. You are like a cupcake because you are are deceptively simple. There's actually a lot to you! There are many ingredients in your life, and you only want them in proper amounts. Being you is a delicate art.

What Flavor Cupcake Are You?

Cleared

So I got 4 out 5 for my oral. That's 80%!! A distinction!! XD lol I finish my oral in 4 minutes, faster than when I practice with my sis. I guess that because I was so nervous that I spoke faster than before...

And my comment was: Clear and gd.

*well, Ms. Tina didn't actually said that, but we secretly looked at the comment paper she left on the table during the short break...*

Eliz scored the highest, 4.3. There were 5 who got at least 4/5.

Cerlyn, Annie, Amy, Eliz, and I did. All girls!!! XD

So, there's a very slim chance that we can group together for the group oral... Nooooo... I don't want to be with the boys... They're useless

Marcus doesn't listens.

Lucas listens but doesn't pay attention to the message attached.

Bernard, he went missing in action just because he don't want to talk!

Zakri, It'll be hard to train him.

Brad and Dom, those two are MIA for most lessons...

Arendi, he's retaking English, and we only see him in certain classes...

I just realize that my head got bigger.

Btw, if you look closely in the photo I posted in the last post, you might see the blur outline of some familiar object...

:3

I'm an Enthusiast. Interesting.


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You Are a Playwright

You are a highly literate wordsmith. You love both reading and writing. You are also a natural storyteller. You can turn a mediocre anecdote into a riveting tale. You find people and all aspects of life fascinating. No topic is off limits for you. In modern times, you would make a good filmmaker or novelist.

What's Your Medieval Profession?

Your Friendship Style is Independent

You love your friends, but you don't always need them as much as they need you. You like to do your own thing. Sometimes this means taking a break from your friends and carving your own path. As long as your friends give you the space you need, you are happy to be there for them whenever you can. Your friends lean on you for advice and problem solving. You tend to be "the rock." You and an Empathetic Friend: Go well together. Your Empathetic Friend understand and accepts you... but may be too needy sometimes. You and a Gregarious Friend: Get along well, as long as your Gregarious Friend is happy to only see you occasionally. You and another Independent Friend: Have a love / hate thing going on. When you agree, things are blissful. However, more often than not, you butt heads. You and a Philosophical Friend: Are somewhat a matter of opposites attract. You're both thinkers, but you think very differently.

What's Your Friendship Style?

Continuing The Days

I'm exhausted

Just had my oral test today. It was really funny to see everyone dressed formally, no not everyone. Ok, all wore formal attire, but that doesn't mean that they wore it properly... Like Marcus whose hair still looks like a rooster's crown, or Brad and Dom didn't wear a belt at all and so on...

*relieves*

So... The first one was Zakri (or-so-it-sounds-like-that). He failed didn't do well. Seems like he didn't prepare enough as he was constantly absent... Second one, oh bother, I forgot...

I'll just go with those interesting one... Eliz did her palmistry, which is quite interesting. Sue Ling's topic was 'How to decorate a fish bowl', nice fishies, great idea... Except that she spoke too little I think, most of the time was spent on decorating the fish bowl and she ended it in about 3 minutes...

Amy did Cosmetics. Very useful I guess... Annie did Quantum Science. We witnessed the amazing effects of the little pendant with Annie demonstrating its ability with me as her model. Though I've known about it already since my aunty experimented with me years ago.

The Nigerian guy, Khauyuldi (Similar problems) talked about their traditional wedding. His attire was the most outstanding as he wore their traditional clothes. Sadly, he was sooooo nervous, he stuffed his hands into his pockets and kept moving up, down, left, right in it, causing his shirt to move a lot, and even showing his boxers.

Brad and Dom pretty much failed to do much oral, it's more like reading from the slide and adding a pinch of the very limited knowledge they have. Lucas talked about his sisters, they're triplets!! From their looks, I think they're fraternal twins... And in my opinion, he looked the best, too bad he got pinned by Ms. Tina by not pulling up his tie, and Eliz did warned him about that before.

Yes common problems for men, tie being too short too loose, and no belt.

As for Marcus, that reckless daredevil talked about condoms. And in the morning he went to the market with Lucas to buy, a cucumber. Just so that he could demonstrate how to use the condom.

Imagining two business-man looking boys telling a mak cik that all they want is a cucumber, and a big one they got, makes me laugh.

I've seen the Ak3's people and known their topics. I really made me lol when we compared us AK2's topic with theirs.

We have:
Quantum Science,
Palmistry,
Body Arts,
Hobbies,
Photography,
Siblings,
Weddings,
Smoking,
Drugs,
Condoms,
Fish Bowl,
Handphone
Cosmetics.

And I realise that ours are so unusual, weird as in our range is so wide.

Whereas the other class' are:
Making Sandwich,
Shuffle Dance,
Shells,
Gift-wrapping,
Bandaging,
Football,
and I forgot.

As you can see... The second group are more common in our daily life...

So that's it. We'll know what Ms. Tina thinks about our presentation the next morning.

And that's one down...Clueless of how many are still left. I need to do a project about 'Ethnics of Malaysia' in 15 pages for Malaysian Studies, there's a quiz on Human Communications tomorrow, I need to catch up with my Accounts, plus another Accounts quiz-attack next Wednesday, make arrangement for our community service at PAWS for HC this Saturday and so on...

And now, some kiddies who visited my family last Saturday, which was still CNY. They were hyperactive, I used the one-in-a-thousand-ways-to-cool-them-down, make them my models.

Here we got the typical SEE NO EVIL.

Then HEAR NO EVIL.

Last, SAY NO EVIL.

But not least, SMELL NO EVIL. (O.o)(?!)

Not a bad poser either.

Three cute (definition of cute according to the Oxford Dic: Ugly but adorable) piggies.

戴着猪皮的老虎。

Don't you think they looked great? XD

In the click of a mouse, Chinese New Year is over already.