血汐にまみれ の 皇帝

生きているよ, かならず。

Depression caught me. I hide myself under sea of angst fics that turn up shortly after Final Turn was released. Some were lovely. I said before the ending sux, but that's not what I really meant. It's just an outbreak of Lelouch's death impact. The ending was nice, although I would never approve their deaths even though it's a nice way to redeem them.

T-T

But one can always hope and dream, ne? A lot says that the cart driver is the king in disguise. Which is highly unlikely, but as I said, one can always hope. If Sunrise gives us an open ending like this, then all we can do is guess and hope. There's no proof that he is dead or alive. How thoughtful of you Sunrise...

I personally wish that he lives, along with C.C., these two immortals shall roam the world for eternity. And, hopefully, hopefully they'll rise up in another era, when peace has crumbled again and they'll rule the world!!! XDD That will be pretty neat!! But it depends on Sunrise. But again, it'll be cool also if they make a movie with a different ending like X and X The Movie!! And yes, this time they MUST LIVE!! Or an OVA/OAD filling up those gap that they skipped... Surely they know this is another way of making more $$!!

Nabari no Ou has ended as well... But I don't really care about it, not now. I'll watch it after SPM. Yoite died. But we all know he's gonna die anyway, unlike Lelouch who stand as much chance as Arthur the cat to live. The later's death was really a pain. Not unexpected...

Again. I hate Sunrise.

Angst Suzaku!! Come on!! Say that you dun want all this stuff!!! Who cares about the world??? Not me!! I'm selfish!!! I only want them to be together!!!!

Emo Lelouch~~ T-T *BAAAAAAAAWWWWWWWWWW* T-T

*sniffs*

*sniffs sniffs* T-T WHY???????!!!! The blood!!! It's red!!! *breaks down* So red...

Some nice fics:
http://community.livejournal.com/code_geass/1006415.html#cutid1

http://community.livejournal.com/the_crossroad/92373.html#cutid1

http://community.livejournal.com/suzalulu/52174.html#cutid1

http://community.livejournal.com/code_geass/998395.html#cutid1

http://inulovinkit.livejournal.com/36921.html

http://dot-mayhem.livejournal.com/25053.html

http://sanam.livejournal.com/195602.html#cutid1

I find this heart-warming & highly amusing at the same time.

Quote of the Post

"ルルーシュ は あそこに !!"

by Kouzuki Kallen

俺たちのZero Requim は 皆のために

The end of train wreck. No more mixed feelings and expectations on Sunday afternoon. Curse you Sunrise!

Continued Story was lovely. Very comforting for a devastated fan after watching the last turn... Lelouch's story has ended, so as Suzaku's. I hate Sunrise. C.C. is still alive, and we still don't know her real name. Damn it. But that's not the point, Lelouch is dead. D.E.A.D.!! I hate Sunrise.

Never, never will I be able to find another story as epic and unforgettable as Code Geass, though now there's nothing much to do with Geass anyway... And oh thank you Sunrise, for at least letting Nunnally and Kallen know what the hell Zero Requiem is... And yes, I think they forgave him!!

The life of Suzaku ends with him accepting Zero's mask... T.T

C.C. praying and crying... That's soooooooooo angst...

Sh*t!!!! Hell NO!!!!

BEST SCENE!!
WAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! T.T At least Suzaku cried!!!!!! I totally don't hate him anymore!!!! Yes, cry people cry!! Oh how I wish they would make a picture drama from Suzaku's POV about Zero Requiem... T.T Wants more angst Suzaku!!

BEST SCENE RUNNER-UP
Suzaku hugs Lulu!!!!! *melts* T.T

*sobs* Hell yeah I know it's gay!!! But who cares!!!!!! Not me!!!! Not a bit!! Love his blood-stained hand... And wheeeeee!! Suzaku hugs him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Thank god Nunnally knows the truth behind his mask!! T.T

The ending seriously sucks! I can't believe they really kill them... I though C.C. was gonna die too... In the end, her role is just an observer????!!! WTH!! I rather both of them die together!! And then they'll be buried side by side... T.T

Sunrise succeed in traumatizing me. I'll never forget this!! Lelouch's death can actually be avoided!!! URRGGGHHH!!! I want some explanation!!! They better make a movie on those missing gap they kept giving us!!

MUST GET MY HANDS ON CODE GEASS X CLAMP ARTBOOK!!

I WANT!!

OMG!!! This is sooooooooooo cool!!!! Do WANT!!!





You get to change the photos inside!! There are eight different pics available... Only 5 was shown... AHHHHHHHH!!! So nice!!! But no doubt it's gonna be expensive... Knowing Bandai the fansqueezer... Wonder when it'll come to Malaysia... T.T MUST GO JAPAN!!

Idling

Trial is over!! Dun care jus wanna party!! Tomorrow Code Geass's last turn will be out... They better make a movie for it, or I'll curse Sunrise... There's still a lot of unanswered questions... I want answers!!

Movies I'm gonna watch:
Journey to the Center of the Earth
Batman
Hancock
Meet Dave

What I'm might/gonna watch after SPM:
Jigoku Shoujo Mitsuganae
Nabari no Ou
Kuroshitsuji
Fullmetal Alchemist
Tsubasa/XXX Holic OAD
Romeo x Juliet
Macross Frontier
Soul Eater
Ouran High School
Vampire Knight
Switch
Ga-Rei -Zero-
World Destruction
XXX Holic movie
Tales of the Abyss

You Are 64% Real

You know who you are, and you're pretty darn comfortable with yourself. Like everyone, you struggle with the parts of yourself that aren't so great... But you're good at accepting who you are and not dwelling on your faults. As a result, you're confident, optimistic, and very real.

How Real Are You?

What Your Back to School Personality Says About You

You are fairly driven, but the big win always seems a bit beyond your reach. You lack intense passion. You are most likely to succeed when you are able to be independent and self directed. You are perfectly able of carving your own path. Your greatest skill is organization. You are good at laying out a plan and making sure it gets followed. Your biggest stumbling block in life is learning how to break out on your own. You still listen to authority figures too much. You're not quite sure what you're thankful for in life, it doesn't seem like there's a lot to be thankful for these days.

The Back to School Test

I knew it, but never expects it

This is official, that guy , is mad.

He sold his Nissan. He bought another Harrier, Lexus's one... Then he asked me, my sis, and bro to wash it... Fine!! Whatever... Though I intended to study AM... If I said no, I might not live to sit for the test I dreaded but still prefers to take it than to face death...

At night, he wants to try out his car with everyone... Xiao mi said, NO... She's busy, everyone knows that, and everyone understood... Except, well who else? He's not happy... He asked her whether had he asked her opinion, anger bubbling in his tone... Not good...

Then he slapped her... All of us pretend to see nothing... There's nothing a kid like us could do against the mad tyrant who control practically everything in our life... Any action taken will only add up the death toll... Finally, he stopped his mad ranting... We thought it had ended... Still, none of us still dared to move... Then he picked up his glass, to my shock and horror...

He tossed the poor, innocent glass towards the metal gate, smashing it into bits...

Know what? We were there, just ONE metre away from that damn thing when it shot everywhere.

Luckily, we were unscathed... But curse that guy!!! Has he got any brains???? Or was he blind?? When I mean blind, I mean both sides blind! We were there!!! Those fragments could have hit us!! And I still have 3 more papers and the SPM to sit!!! Not to mention the last Turn of Code Geass to watch...

Seriously!!! What's wrong with him?? I considered myself damn lucky, coz I intended to say no... But those precious experience I gained in the past warned me better let him do as he like... Or I'm doomed...

His temper's been rather bubbly lately... I suppose that OriginLife business was stressful... Almost everynight I hear him reprimanding Xiao Mi about something... And we got punished more often... Though, I used to think it was a bit unfair... Especially for the punishment he gave us...

My dear little bro, a glutton, dared to steal my mum's money so that he could eat more at school. As if we're starving him! For poeple from Yuk Chai, I'm sure you guys know that our canteen offers a seat and a meal if you request... My bro got a meal, plus rm2 daily, and that's not enough!! He buys toys, sweets, snacks and god knows what else... When my mum found out, she made him do lines... 300 lines to be exact. I won't tell lies, I will ask for permission before I take mone and I-forgot-what-it-was... Yes, all in Chinese.

And so he wrote, but his dear daddy was heart-broken... He didn't even say anything about his wrong doings... And when my mum wants to go out with only me and my sis, he insisted that my bro tags along, igonoring the fact that he was actually grounded. Ah yes, his one and only son. So precious but sadly sooooo not-as-bright-as-his-sisters... When we got back, he continued writing in snail-pace and his hand-writing was as horrible as usual...

Sweet daddy couldn't take it. He freed him. Saying that he'd been punished throughly... LOL Guess what? For hours, so long that I can't recall, he wrote less than 100 lines. Daddy didn't say anything abouot his 'slowness', he always said: 'he was born like that, you have to be lenient with him.' While when we got punish, no special treatments were given.

The latest punishment we got, was to write 100 lines for being foolish and ignorant. I admit he has a point. But when he gave us the punishment, we were about to shower. And later when he asked about it, we haven't finish it. He was not happy.

And the usual scolding... 'You think I'm joking, is it? You think it's not important?' And so on... In the end, I got landed with another extra 50 lines for not doing it immeadietly, while my sis got another 100 for being late to report him where the hell is my mum... And we're not suppose to eat unless we finish them. We were slow, we got bonus. My bro was slow, he was salvaged. Such difference.

Bah. Life under a dictactor wasn't easy. Sometimes I really hate him. I felt like wanting to smash him like how he did to his glass. Though that would be my loss, I guess. Just like he's now glass-less, that glass he smashed was the last of its kind which he liked. I could still remember vividly, when I was yound I got punished severely coz I lied to him. He always said, DON'T tell lies...

Yes, I understand. And I tried to tell the truth everytime... But like sometimes, he's barbaric... The weekend before our BM trials, he wanted to go shopping. He asked us where do we want to go. And I answered him honestly that I want to stay at home and study. He was still smiling, and turned the monkeys. And then, FLEIA was fired. He's not happy. He asked me how long has it been since the last time we went out together. Apparently he won't take no as an answer.

HAH!! He always demanded me to tell the truth. But when the truth wasn't as pretty as he had imagined, he used his force to twist it... How wonderful!! Sorry, like a ball that bounce, I've lost some of my respect to you.

Conclusion: Men are hateful when they lost their brains. Don't accept the challenge until you're strong enough.

Paradox

Screw this week... I practically hate everything... Totally screwed Chemistry Paper2... My Chinese essay was probably the best of all the essays I wrote... BM, no hope. English, bah... Remembered some mistakes and doubts... EST, damn it... I wrote 'benefitial' instead of beneficial... Bio could be my best Sc sub... There's a possibility there... I'm just doomed in Chem... Dunnoe how would tomorrow's Phys turn out...

Patience... Just ONE more week to go...

And yes, despite being horrible in all sorts of subjects, I'm still watching Code Geass... Not just that, I watched Iron Man and half of Dragon Tomb yesterday night, until 1 in the morning... Tempted by none other than my dad...

*feeling depressed, sighs*

The second last Turn of Code Geass R2... I've been waiting for the mysteries to be reveal for ages... Thanks to all the trainwrecks Sunrise's been giving... But when the end is approaching, I felt reallllllyyyyy lost... *wails* I'm being paradoxical... That's normal, yes, I know.

Sky of Damocles:
Deithart is DEAD!! -> Great
Lelouch geassed Schneizel -> Oh YES!!
C.C. gave up on Lelouch -> Oh DAMN IT!!!
Kallen punch C.C. -> Oh SH*T!
Cornelia & Guilford lives -> That's nice...
Nunnaly opens her eyes -> Was not unexpected but still surprised...

Damn the preview!! Giving us NOTHING AT ALL!!!! I never thought I would hate Kallen... I always thought that she would understand Lelouch's feeling and went to his side... But that girl is really Brainless!!! Dumping Lulu like that and went flirting with Gino, not that I hate Gino... Though Gino was cool at first, he somehow sux right now... As for C.C., *sighs* I rather her to ended up with Lulu... Not Kallen!!! Though, CCxLulu wasn't my ultimate pairing... I support SuzaLulu... But since that's soooooooooooo not gonna happen... I had to opt for the second best....

WANTS MORE SUZAxLULU!!

Somehow, most of the plot were predictable, and most came true... I'm still ecstasize after watching the review... One more Turn to go... I'm dreading that to come and yet I want it to be here right now...

I'm gonna miss them! That's already confirmed...
The emperor and his knight fighting side by side... I rather it be Lelouch and Suzaku fighting together...

Dun ask me why... Even I myself don't understand why I like him so much... Must be some of the hormones in my brain baffling me...

Quote of the Post

"You are not worth using geass on."

by Lelouch Lamperouge

Trainwreck

TRC chapter 198's cover is very CUTE~~ Three chibis and the most adorable one is Syaoran!! Below is the icon I made from this pic for my LJ account!!




As for this, it's absolutely hilarious... Now I know how the pink Lancelot was made, or painted if you prefer... But why pink???? O.o
LOVED this pic!! It's been a long time since Sunrise published a new art with Lelouch and Suzaku smiling together... Waiting for that to happen...

Feel like crying already... They all looked so happy together...


Another mad crack I made...

Two more turns to go... Waiting to see the PINK KMF... Nunnally I really rather you remain dead... And Cornelia-sama!!! You must LIVE~~ Ikitenasai!!! What a messed up family... Mad mother, Freaking father, Stupidly-blind sister and a Bad-a** brother... I can see a trainwreck... OST2's coming out next week... Can't wait to hear Boku wa Tori ni Naru.
Got myself a 4GB thumbdrive at the price of 50 bucks... Damn useful!!

Another moonshiny post...

Quote of the Post

"I will make both of you a record"

by Anya

100th Post!!!

It's been a looooong journey, but I have finally reached my 1st 100th post. And yes, I'm happy and proud about that... So, I'm gonna celebrate it with some pictures that made a BL fangirl like me happy!!!! XDDD

The first pic: A GIF image which is soooooooooo NOT RIGHT...


Get what I meant... But you could always think it as a boy and a girl kissing instead of... um... nvm... Feel like fainting already... Unless you close the window, they'll just keep kissing...

Next: A very pretty picture for the OST2!!!!!
Yes, I'm mad... Kick C.C. away and replace her with Suzaku!!!! I want Lulu's fingers to be in his hair and not hers!!

And yes, the exam... Don't want to mention it... Screwed Chinese pp1 and EST pp2... Tomorrow got BM and History... Haven't finish my tuition homework yet... NO, wait, I haven't even start... I love it when we're discussing about Chinese pp2 and seeing Banana just look at us in a 'I-have-no-idea-what-are-these-aliens-talking-about-and-I don't-wanna-know' look!!! I'm really sarcastic I know...

I've been posting crap lately... *sighs* The exam pressure is catching up already... But there's not much to talk about during exam, everyone wants to study and discuss about the papers...

Oh wait, there's something worth blogging I guess... Today, we unlucky-NS-trainees got a 'nice' form from Pn Lim/Lin/watever... Stupid thing... Just noticed that most of the selected ones are really active in certain field... That's so unfair... And yes, I know I'd repeated that for god knows how many times...

Just remembered that nightmare I had the day before yesterday... I've just watched 'The Day After Tomorrow' recently, so the fact that dream was horrifying was no surprise...

It all happened with me 'waking up' in my bed... I heard the wind roaring outside the window... And then, I saw the sky was clouded, and it just doesn't look or feel right... So, out of some certain 'deja vu' I had, I screamed at my sis, mum and bro that we had to 'evacuate'... So we used the lift and warned those who were in the lift to 'flee'... I wonder why was I in the apartment then... After we drove away to safety, funny that the place I had in my mind was the road in front of Atria... -.-lll Then, I thought that it was safe for us to return... So we went back to where we live, and this time I dreamt about my room... lol Then I remembered that I had a Chinese test!!! Oh s***!!! It was about 10am and I thought I could rush to school and maybe sit for the EST... And so, I screamed at my dear maid to get my water as I paniced... Then, I heard my phone vibrating...

This time, I really woke up... It was my alarm... What a nightmare... Gotta ciao... Need to do my homework... T.T

Quote of the Post

"No, he's gay..."
(guess who's the 'he'... Hint: the guy who has almost no body hair other than his very small mustache ...)

by Aaron San

苦中作乐

Wow!! My 99th post on 9th of September... Too bad it's not the year of 2009... All hail Lelouch the 99th emperor~~~

I think I spent too much time on section A for BI... I think I might flunk in the section B... I'm not sure whether the Chinese, Malay, Jazz and Ballet should be written in Capital letters or not... Die... PM totally SUX...

*sighs*

Back to the reason I'm posting today...

生日快乐,
芬芬！

OMG... This is soooooooo wrong...

You Are a Green Crayon

Your world is colored in harmonious, peaceful, natural colors. While some may associate green with money, you are one of the least materialistic people around. Comfort is important to you. You like to feel as relaxed as possible - and you try to make others feel at ease. You're very happy with who you are, and it certainly shows! Your color wheel opposite is red. Every time you feel grounded, a red person does their best to shake you.

What Color Crayon Are You?

You Are a Witch (or Warlock)

You are deviously brilliant and a perfect manipulator. You somehow always end up getting what you want - without anyone knowing you're working behind the scenes. Crafty and cunning, you can work your way out of any jam. And it's easy for you to get people to do what you want, whether you're working for good or evil. Your greatest power: Mind control Your greatest weakness: Making people your puppets You play well with: Ghosts

What Kind of Monster Are You?

Quote of the Post

"Yes Your Majesty! "

by Kururugi Suzaku

B.O.D. (Blog Or Die)

Today I had no idea what I wrote in my BM karangan and the rangsangan thingy... DIE... Then English was pretty good, I slept through and finished the paper evenly... Tomorrow Moral die... I'm wasting time here and I've lost my moral paper... DIE!!

Still, there's ALWAYS time to watch Code Geass... Sadly it'll end pretty soon... T.T *wails* No doubt Lelouch and Suzaku planned to die together after they achieved their goals by acting the Villains...

WTH?? I trained soooo hard and I only got seconds of screening time?? NO WAY!! Yes, I truly understand why you looked horrified...

Hi people~~ Your new beauty pageant is here~~

This is sooooooo KAWAII!!

This SUX!!! They killed Raikou!!!! How could they??

You Are the Innovator

You're the type of person who is always a step ahead of everyone else. You thrive when you're experimenting with new designs, ideas, and attitudes. You are a creative person with many talents. You have to have artistic outlets in your life. You need to create - whether it's writing furiously or redecorating your home. If not, your life becomes chaotic. You tire of doing the same thing every day. You change your job, friends, and personal style often. You are at your best when you have a focus. If not, you develop a flaky artist's temperament.

What Role Do You Play?

You Are Cream Pie

You're the perfect combo of simplicity and divinity. You are a secret . No one knows how indulgent you can be. You don't indulge often, but when you do, you go for the best. You have expensive taste - even if you aren't rich. Those who like you life for understated pleasures. You're not flashy or trendy, but you have a depth that most people lack. Interacting with you makes most people feel incredibly satisfied. You are gentle, super sweet, and in harmony with those around you.

What Kind of Pie Are You?

Quote of the Post

"Every time she calls me I know something bad's gonna happen..."

by B. Cherng

Desperation

Changed the song again... 愛されていたい by 奥華子... Very nice... *sighs* What am I still doing here? Seems like I'm clinging onto the last piece of happiness I can still see before that dreading day arrives... If you watched the second amv below... You'll notice it's actually the same song... Though I doubt you would, seeing that the world around us seems to be crumbling, slowly, but still collapsing... Die... T.T

显掉！为了华语，我稍微用下华语来博客一下吧。。。 一想到我完全不会今年该学的名句就很像抓狂。。。真想不通以前的人为什么会有这么多的废话。。。大概是没事做，所以说了废话就沾沾自喜，然后一股脑地把它抄下，害苦了我们这些后代。。。怎么办呢？一起死吧。。。

You Are Chai Tea

There are many subtle sides to your personality. You are difficult to decode. You are a complex and deep individual. You have many nuanced beliefs, and your mood frequently changes. You are a creative and expressive person. You draw your inspiration from the whole world. You enjoy exotic food, music, and travel. Your tastes are very international.

What Kind of Tea Are You?

You See the World Through Blue Colored Glasses

You live your life with tranquility. You have faith that things will work themselves out with time. You judge all your interactions through the lens of hope. You try to get all the facts before forming your opinion. You face challenges with wisdom. You know that all bad things pass, and you have the confidence to see problems through. You see love as the utmost expression of trust. Your relationships tend to be peaceful and stable. At your worst, you can be cool, melancholy, and detached. You sometimes have to step back from emotionally charged situations. You are at your happiest when you are able to reflect and relax.

What Color Glasses Do You See the World Through?

Quote of the Post

"保持心情愉快。"

by九把刀

What do you do when you have nightmares?

【MAD】コードギアス　「極上ニッポンギアディウス＼（●）／」
This amv rawks~~~~~ So funny!!!! Nippon, nippon, nippon-pon!!!! I love it~~~ Suzaku's horrified face was PRICLELESS!! 'Baka baka baka baka baka!' Amazing!! 'Tasukette! Tasukette! Tasukette!! TASUKETTE!!!!!' That was HILARIOUS~~~ And the pelvic actions~~~ I'm utterly speechless about that~~ LOL


RoloxLelouch!! This, is ART! It's sooooo beautiful!!! *sniffs* Rolooooooooooooo~~


This is a bit depressing, but nevertheless a great amv... Nice song~~


RoloxLelouch amv~~


more RoloxLelouch amv!!

The fans around the world are AWESOME~~~ They made all these wonderful things... I wish I had the time to do... How thoughtful of the school, forcing us to face our worst nightmare earlier... Instead of 9/9, our trials hops forward to 8/9... T.T Instant death...

Class this few days had been rather crappy... Except for Sc subjects and AM... Black thing had officially gave up on us... We're soooo hopeless... T.T

I don't know whar ro comment about Turn 21... The whole thing seemed so logical and yet it just made me laugh all the way til th end... Especially the Charles part... That was EPIC~~ Downloaded Regeneration... Hmmm... Generally it was OK... But not very impulsive... But Fukuyama Jun has a really nice voice~~~ Well, that's of course since he's Lelouch... But he can sing real well...

The lyric's meaningful... Not sure about the whole thing yet, but I like 'Sekai ga kawaru, sono toki made' and 'mamoru kimi no tame ni'... *sighs* Gotta run... Study Bio for tomorrow... WIll I have even have a tomorrow?? O.o

Together, we are ONE~~ Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~


Rocket Sharuru!!

LOL!!

What Your Ideal Wedding Dress Says About You

Your Personal Style: Young and flashy. You dress like a celebrity, and you love to accessorize. Your Ideal Wedding: A huge party with all your friends, with lots of toasting and dancing Your Philosophy on Marriage: The person you marry should be your best friend. Your Perfect Marriage: Is when you still surprise each other with romantic gestures

The Wedding Dress Test

What Your Playing Cards Tell About Your Future

Right now you are facing some major difficulties, especially in the financial arena. Your emotions are currently tied to changes in your home. You may be receiving a visitor soon or changing your address. Your closest friend is a great woman. She could be your sister, wife, girlfriend - or just a woman you've known for a long time. The near future will bring an outgoing, flirtatious woman into your life. She will be alluring and fun - but ultimately dangerous. Beware of some very bad news. This may mean the loss of someone close - or the loss of a close relationship.

The Playing Card Test

That's bound to be the lost of everyone from Code Geass... T.T

Quote of the Post

"オルー・ハイル・ルルシュ！！"

by Everyone