Bewildered

So, today is Hari Merdeka... Though I didn't feel merdeka at all, my spirit must have been drained by the celebration held on Friday...

*sighs*

I have utterly NO idea why am I doing this... Trial's coming up at next week, and I still haven't catch a glimpse of where my books were kept hidden... I am sooooooo D.E.A.D.... And today, I went shopping in 1U... Die... The tense has FINALLY caught me...

Despite the ominous atmosphere, I still found something worth feeling happy... I've went to Animetech and found loads, well not exactly, of Code Geass merchandise... And the result? I ended up buying the Order of The Black Knights' keychain and the Ashford's necklace~~~ XDDDDD

Wheeeeppeeee~~ Although I went there prepared, still 20 bucks is not enough... *sighs* why do they have to be soooooooo expensive?? The keychain cost RM9 while the necklace is RM12.90... The chain's about 54cm long... Loved it~~~

Can you sense the madness of a happy fangirl?


Although we bought the keychain, it's not exactly mine... We're given ten bucks each, I spent mine on the necklace so my sis's the one who brought the keychain, will have to think of something to get it... I wanna get rid of the old one... Gomen ne, Iruka sensei...

My sis wanted to eat Baskin Robbins, but well, it was sooooooooo crowded... She line up and waited, but then she ran away and left my dear brother there... Knowing him, it's not a surprise that he makes things complicated... In the end, we left with no ice-cream...

Speaking of Code Geass, Turn 21 was soooooo ridiculous!!! It made my stomach hurts... Seeing Charles 'gliding' with half of his body vanished was hilarious and Lelouch laughing his head off like Mao at his family was epic~~ Long Live Empror Lelouch!! And his Knight of Zero~~ YAY~~ Suzaku and Lelouch are together AT LAST~~~ Happy fangirl is back~~

Can't wait for the subbed and next turn~~

You Are Arial Black

You are bold, over the top, and quite loud. You'll stand up and stand up to get your point across. Subtlety isn't really your thing. You sometimes come off as crass and abrasive. You're not as passionate as people might think. You just enjoy overwhelming other people!

What Font Are You?

Your Friendliness Score is 78 (Very Friendly)

You are an amazing friend. Anyone who has you as a friend is incredibly lucky. And judging by how many friends you have, there are many lucky people in this world! You can talk to people easily, and you often turn strangers into friends. You are also a good listener. You are there for your friends when they need to vent, without judgment. Overall, you have a genuine interest in people and their lives. And your friends can tell. Taking time for your friends is very important to you. And because of this, you have lots of deep and meaningful friendships.

How Friendly Are You?

Quote of the Post

"Lelouch vi Britannia, the man whom I loved and feared."

by Schneizel el Britannia

皆 おめでとう ございます!

Here I am... Updating my blog with many pretty photos... Yesterday I had a fever... Urgh... Why does it have to be on that day... Despite being sick... I'm still playful as usual and ended up going to Science Center with everyone instead of 'curi-curi' sms-ing my mum to salvage me... XDD The talk made me wanna leave the medical field as far as possible... The auditorium and canteen was so freaking cold to me ar... Had to wear two jackets and it's not enough... How sad...

And today was the day:
I got somehow better than yesterday.
Banana came to school for no particular reason.
William came to school to enjoy the cool breeze.
Chrno grew a looooooooong and not to mention a weird beard.
The whole school celebrated Merdeka.
PBSM won 1st place again which even they themselves wonder why.
The news of our school Drama Team won 1st place in the National stage was announced.
Kentai amused the whole hall with his antic behaviour.
We shone and glowed on the stage.
We received our certs without the not-so-badly-design-but-still-wants-it-folders.

The marching performance was nice... Just showed how patriotic the students are and how much they wanna win the prize... Can you sense the sarcasm? The scouts were the coolest of all, though I still support PBSM since I'm one of them... The whistling part was absolutely wicked! Why didn't we thought of that before? Sadly, they didn't win coz as I suspect, as neat as they were, their formation's quite plain...

After taking some videos, I went to search for Chrno... Nope, he's not here. Not there and there... So where the hell is he? And then, I found him, hiding behind the odd-looking beard Chrno acted out his role proudly...

So, Jia Jian is really Jia Le's brother eh? Didn't knew that... He's the guy who brought 12 donuts from me and didn't get his root-beer... LOL Both of them danced... And reasonably well. Arghh!!!!! Why didn't I go to yesterday's ballet class???!!!!! The dicipline in the hall eventually collapses as the 'penerima hadiah' collects their certs... No, no one wants to sit there for god-knows-how-long... We want to sit TOGETHER, chat TOGETHER, and uh... maybe complain TOGETHER...

I deeply regret for not being able to predict Kentai's action... I should have video tape it... He walked up, saluted, shook hands, received his cert, retreated and walked straig... No, WAIT~~~ He forgot to salute AGAIN~~ Although NOBODY is gonna reprimand him for that, he scurried back to the VIP and saluted... How's the effect? Absolutely LOLing~~


Photo taken at Science Center...


LOL... Cool effect~


Heh... William, Kentai, Chrno, Xin Pei were left out... Sorry eh, moonshine... TOTALLY forgot to inform you... No, wait... I think it's more like we forgot that you exist...


Happy Days Never Ends!!


WTH?? Tok Janggut??


Hmmm... Ok I see... He's actually Chrno in disguise...


Bye... Mr. Beard...


Strike a pose!!


EA Games. Challenge everything. LOL It fits perfectly!!!


Say cheese!


Mirah with her amazing collection of badges...


So far the best pose for uniforms... The only one taken while saluting...


lol... Kazu looks like he's gonna punch him...


Kentai-kun!! He never fails to amuse us in his way...


Hehe... No comment on this...


lol... Her post makes me think of Kingdom Hearts... LOL


LOL Bunny-kun looked like a down syndrome...


Kappa-kun~


I think Banana's hand wobbled...


Please don't say you're bored after reading my photo-flooded post...

Quote of the Post

"你家大的东西很大，小的也很大"

by Yoshi

仆は、鸟になる

仆は、鸟になる is finally UP~~~ YAY!! But... I'll have to wait for OST2 for the vocal version... T.T I wanna hear the "I'll always be a part of you" part!!!! That song seriously broke my heart... T.T Hitomi's song is simply smashing!! *fangirling over it*

We'll be going to the Science Center tomorrow... *prepares jacket and camera for in case* The raptai for the Hari Kecemerlangan was somehow a waste of time... Hope I remember what to do by that time... Almost one week wasted again... *sighs* How many weeks do we still have...

Chinese class is, sad to say, crap... I have totally no idea why I was there... Though I kept saying I need to finish my tuition homework, but I ended up chit-chatting and reading 杀手... In the end, I remembered I still have one more karangan at home that I might be able to use it for this lesson, so I gave up doing those hateful things and continue 杀手... Even though I haven't finish the karangan... But would you believe my luck?? 表舅 had a meeting today so the class was canceled...

What Your Bed Says About You

Outward appearances are a concern of yours, but not your primary concern. You try to take care of yourself and your home, but it's not an obsession. You try to be an organized person, but you often fall behind. Certain parts of your life tend to fall into chaos. You are very high maintenance. You like everything a certain way, and you're grumpy if things aren't the way you like them. In relationships, you tend to be quite dominant. You enjoy taking charge. You tend to be a dreamy, head in the clouds type of person. You think in terms of possibilities. You are a bit of a homebody, but you can also make yourself at home anywhere.

What Does Your Bed Say About You?

Your Personality is Very Rare (ENTP)

Your personality type is optimistic, curious, enthusiastic, and open. Only about 4% of all people have your personality, including 3% of all women and 5% of all men. You are Extroverted, Intuitive, Thinking, and Perceiving.

How Rare Is Your Personality?

Quote of the Post

"杀手bear..."

by 我们

Cracking...

Oh NO~~~ *fainting...* Now Anya=Marianne?? WTH... Everything is sooooooo wrong... Code Geass can really make your brain crack... Don't bother to look for my cracked brain... It's so tiny that it can't be seen by the naked eyes...


LOL!!! XDDDDD

Here's something for Rolo...
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仆は、鸟になる

在完美的彼岸刚刚上演了一场悲剧，所有的血与泪在枯萎的荆棘孕育出一个花蕾，它将经历轮回的七场雷雨，然后绽放在潮湿的空气中……

任任何人也不能比拟的，情感。

哥哥抬头看着蓝得几乎眩目的天空。鸟儿成双成对的飞过那里，不留任何轨迹。即使不及天使，有一双翅膀是多么美好的事情。曾经，两个少年，建立了很深的羁绊。

那是任谁都不可能打破的羁绊，即使有一方背叛，另一方也不会让它断掉。

就算在这脆弱虚伪的世界里，就算到处都是谎言和血腥，就算双方距离多么遥远、甚至一生一死——哥哥虚假的关心仍然会温暖着少年，少年的温柔依然能包容着堕落修罗的哥哥。

曾经少年不知道生存的意义，他像竹一样有着静止的美丽，唯有风拂过的时候，他才会展现自己的韵味。

然而，竹在漫天绚烂的烟火下绽放了生命最后的花朵，留下人间至为凄凉的光华作为离别的礼物——像洛洛一样。

这是个错误。如果是三叶草，就不应该长出第四片叶子。否则的话，就免不了渴望幸福的人那些罪恶之手。

少年颤抖的身体在被揭开的事实外涌的鲜血中重重的跪坐在了地上。他恐惧，他不谙世事的心灵并没有预料到这种结局。

哥哥告诉他，这叫做背叛。胸口的鼓动愈发薄弱的少年还在想，到底什么时候在哪里怎么为何变成这样的。

但是背叛一词在少年心中是根本找不到的。他的哥哥教过了多少回，迟钝的他就是无法理解。哥哥带走的信任和温暖消失在黑暗里，只留下少年呆滞绝望的一直看着眼前的他。

少年单纯的愿望和求生欲望使他伸出了自己的手——明明知道不可以，却还是希望另一个虚假的哥哥能够来救他，哪怕在他离开这个世界之前和他在一起。

哥哥，没有伸出手，反而愤恨的说着要杀掉他的话语。洛洛的胸口好像有什么有如潮水一般风涌上来，很难受，这种痛苦是少年从来不曾有过的。

但是，最终他还是被满足了。哥哥温柔的微笑着，心底留着谁也不能察觉的眼泪。少年在留下一个除了他自己没有任何人听见的字，落入了生与死的边缘。

在一个平凡的坟墓之前，开了又枯萎的一束束鲜花却无法传达另一个少年的感情。哥哥只是不断的在心灵中搜索曾经铸就他们兄弟的特殊感情。

不与任何人为敌，不能与任何人为敌。

不与任何人为友，不能与任何人为友。

世界上诸多东西都那样轻容易流逝，少年不禁伸手凝视——凝视他的手中还残留着什么。

从一开始，少年就被无情的抛弃了。

别人不要的，全给了少年；可是少年想要的，却因为一个被称为工具的地位而没有可以抓住的一瞬间。

不，也许他手中还不完全是空的。

至少，诅咒还留在他的手上。

是的，诅咒。

它不同情弱者，因此少年被迫成为强者，被迫去停止别人的时间。

少年已经习惯了看人们伏在他们爱的人身上，用泪水来照耀他们自己。

少年不是个灵魂站在高处的人，却也不得不站在了高处。

月是一朵夜的昙花，芬芳了黑暗，凋谢于黎明。

少年是人类，如同砂砾一样的生命，阳光照耀过，海水冲刷过，然后简洁地销声匿迹。他和普通人一样执着守望着爱的沉默，等待它的觉醒。

洛洛知道谁也无法触碰终极的幸福。为了哥哥离开了这个人世，逃脱了最终本不能逃脱的命运，是幸还是不幸呢？

他追寻不了这个答案，在知道答案之前，洛洛就已忘记了他自己生的目的和相关的问题。

洛洛苦苦搜寻四处飞窜的记忆，却怎么也找不到已经被哥哥遗弃的约定。红色彼岸花层层叠叠的在雪原上孤独的开放，渲染开来，改变世界的色彩。

幸福能被硬性赋予吗？

答案，大概在以后能知道吧！或得一辈子都不知道。洛洛从前，也没有想过，也不知道。记忆之刃刺穿我的胸口，鲜血四溢，让哥哥终于明白，真正的罪在哪里。

愿望的实现需要代价。

那渺茫的希望如同黑暗中蝴蝶的鳞片闪耀的幽蓝光芒，引导着前进的道路。

蝴蝶拍动着蓝色的膜翅，跳着好似十六夜的舞蹈，仿佛在这阴郁的森林中寻找安息的场所。他们靠着封冻的羽翼发出轻微的悲鸣，鳞片如同轻落的淡蓝色眼泪。

少年想要伸手捉住却不料微风横扫树林发出沙沙的声音，更似鬼哭。眼见自己的生命就要消失，小小的失望就快变成绝望，哥哥说了。

你是我的弟弟。

哥哥本来是给予妹妹的祝福，却在记忆的错乱下给了本来不存在的弟弟。有没有这个弟弟已经不重要了，因为他的存在早已被人认可。

至少，已被哥哥认可。

刻着四叶三叶草的手机挂饰，在风里静静的不予回应，就像洛洛对于哥哥的感情，只有行动，才能表达。

夜晚绚丽得让人诱惑不已，而那里，有你。CG的世界里，鲁鲁修记得你。在这，我们记得你。
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I didn't wrote this... I found this on the net and thought it was beautifully written... *sniffs*

Quote of the Post

"Mine was broken from the very beginning..."

by Lloyd the Pudding Earl

Cheese-kun

Ok, I think I forgot to wish my mum a Happy Birthday on 21st of August... But she wasn't there so I think that pretty much makes us even... After she came back from Sabah, she sent her mum, dad and sis back to Penang, so no chance eh?

The flower with fruits... Except that the fruits are currently in the fridge...

But her friends DID remembered her birthday... I was in the living room, wasting my time watching Tomb Raider and then the door bell rang... So I got out reluctantly and met the guy out there, who was holding a basket of flowers... So I signed the form he gave me as I wondered why did my mum receive flowers, only then I remember it was her Bday when I asked for the date... Oh yeah...

The bell rang again about half-an-hour later... I got out more reluctantly this time, and saw another guy raising a big, red, bag in air... Oh GREAT~~ Secret Recipe is here!! And so I got the cake, happily, thinking I was able to devour it before my mum comes back... Unfortunately... My heart started to sink as I take a glance at the box... Oh no... The box is smaller than what I expected... I recalled that cheese cake are usually half as tall as a normal cake... Oh please don't be cheese cake...

I phoned my mum to inform her about the cake, and she said I could have it all, IF I am capable of doing so... I wasn't too sure whether it's a cheese cake or not, which most probably it is... As you can see, the top was covered by chocolate while the side was creamed... Maybe it's trying to disguise as a chocolate cake to fool me... To be safe... I took the knife and gave it a slice... And yeah... It is CHEESE... T.T

Poor cake... No one wants you...

Disappointed, I dumped the cake into the fridge... (why am I disappointed? It's not my Bday~~ XDD I just wanna eat...) Nobody touch the cake except my dad and my mum who got back after that day... As for me, I only scrapped the chocolate part and the cream part... Now we're thinking of something to get rid of it... Know what? My sis didn't touch it coz she just had some in Penang... My uncle bought another cheese cake from Secret Recipe to celebrate my mum's Bday...

Found this on CGlj... Nice pic!!! It's an original sketch by Kimura Takahiro-san!! Lulu and Nunna are sooo Kawaii~~

Meet my Sister~

My cert... Damn it!! It's wet!!!!! URGGGHHH!!



This is Sogo... She's my sis!! And unless you're both eyes blind, you should have notice that we're not blood-related... Though she does look a lot like my bro and sis... XDD And NO, she DOES NOT look like me...

My mum adopted her last week when she's in Sabah... Quite cute eh?

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Ok, here's the tag list I promised Rachael last post...
Instructions: Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
Not sure leh...

2. What is your most favourite thing to do?
Screaming over a plot-twisting episode of Code Geass...

3. What will you do if you are the last human survived?
Read/watch/listen the manga, books/anime, movies/music available... And then join them gua...

4. If you can have one dream to come true, what will it be?
Happily ever after.

5. Do you believe you can survive without money?
Unless we're back to the time where we can live INDEPENDENTLY...

6. What do you feel like doing rite now?
PLAY!!

7. What are you afraid to lose most?
What I treasured... XDDD It's like not answering at all...

8. What makes you wants to keep on living in this world?
People whom I love, and yes, anime and manga story... I hate suspense... I don't wanna die not knowing the ending... So many things to do, and yet so little time...

9. Do you believe in fate?
No... It's miracles that we're here!

10. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
Patience and tolerance... Coz I can be unbearable sometimes...

11. What are the things that will make you think he/she is bad?
BETRAYAL! SELFISHNESS!

12. What is your ambition?
To able to live without any worries while still being able to have what I want...

13. Is anyone really perfect?
No one's perfect, that's what that made the world fair...

14. You have a choice to be rich or happy, which one will you pick?
Happy means your content with what you have... SO definitely happy!

15. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
More confident... And sometimes more considerate...

16. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
Best friends!

17. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
Money racker!!

18. If the world is going to end one day, what would you do for the last 24 hours?
I'll party with everyone I love and watch or read my fav moments in my fav anime and manga...

19. Do you believe that high school love can work out to last?
Maybe...

20. If you could relive a moment in the past, when would it be?
Those carefree time with those I care...

I shall tag:
Hmmm.... Cleste and Banana!! Spread the love you guys!! XDDD

What You Really Think Of Your Friends

Vincy is your soulmate. You truly love Chrno. You consider Natasha your true friend. You know that Chin Shen is always thinking of you. You'll remember Melody for the rest of your life. You secretly think Wen Leong is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times. You secretly think that Cleste is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker. You secretly think that Kwan Han is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Kwan Han changes lovers faster than underwear. You secretly think Banana is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Banana has a hidden internet romance.

What Do You Think of Your Friends?

This is sooooooooooo WRONG!!!! -.-lll I chose Chrno for that coz he's hot-tempered... William because he's tan... Vincy coz she's a 白切鸡... Kwan Han coz he's soooooooooooo 无聊... Banana coz he's really cracking... Cleste coz she's sometimes very fun but usually emo...Chin Shen coz she's BUBBLY~~ And GC, um, no particular reason... Loling at Banana and Kwan Han's statement...

Well said, Syaoran-kun...

Quote of the Post

"I refuse to die and I refuse to let Sakura to die! "

by Syaoran Li

Party Time!

Went to Cleste's house before 9.30am... Ugh, I still want to sleep... But my dad wouldn't fetch me... Gave Cleste 《功夫》, I hide it under the cushion on her long sofa when Banana made his entrance... I wanted her to sit down and discover the book on the long couch, but she sat right on the single sofa's handle which I was sitting... NO WAY!! In the end, I had to asked her to sit with me on the couch... And yeah, she found the book... LOL Oh GOOD!

We reached the Curve at about 11am and went straight to Redbox... We sang (to be exact, Cleste, Shen Yen and Kah Hee most of the time, Banana and I just listen) for about 40 minutes... And then William interrupted me...

'Uh, I'm outside of Redbox right now... But I can't get in...' I had to fetch Kentai and William... I found them, lost on the bridge, with William trying to knock a hole on the wall with a BIG 'REDBOX' advertisement on it... 'There's no door...' Ok... -.-lll

And so we to continue to sing... Kentai sang 男人, 女人... So funny... XDD William sang too... Witch Doctor... But I can barely hear his voice... Banana too... The 'Melodi', not bad... The only song I sang was 疼爱, I wanted to sing 菊花台, but dear William who was so focus on polishing his nose 'accidentally' SKIPPED it... Ah... SMART... The j-pop they have are sooooooo little... And most of it don't have romaji lyrics... *sighs* Whatever...

Then, Italian-nis (Dunnoe how to spell...) Everyone spent 20 bucks to get a portion of Bruschetta , shrimp Linguine, Pizzas, Garlic Chicken, Cappuccino Pie-which-doesn't-look-nor-taste-like-a-pie-at-all and a glass of water... We sang the B-day song while Cleste simply cover her face out of embarrassment... When we cut the humongous-one-person-portion-cake, the waiter kindly advised us to order another cake, since, well... Imagine SEVEN adolescents sharing a piece of cake... LOL Cleste got the biggest piece we could offer...

We broke up after that... With me following Shi Yun and Cleste to Nicci to see Shi Yun's prom dress... Not bad!! She looked nice~~ And then we wondered aimlessly around and found ourselves at Cineleisure... There wasn't much there, except for the Model shop we found at ground floor... NICE!!

I found 2 Lancelot models there, each costing an arm and probably two legs... There's also a Vincent there... But why GUILDFORD??? It should be ROLO~~~ I only brought a Lelouch & Rolo's A5 size card... Which I didn't regret buying it at the price of 10 bucks... Pity there's no other cards with Rolo... T.T Rolo~~~ Witness the madness of a FAN!!! XDDD

After that, Shi Yun left, so Cleste and I went to Coffee Bean... I belanja part of her Cold Tea... Such a coincidence that there were two Nihon-jin beside us... lol...

What Lelouch said was kinda true... We humans always realize things too late... *prays hard that this won't happen to us...* Rolo.. Rest In Peace... Btw, Rachel, I've done the Tag thingy... But I'll post it next post... Ok? XDD

Quote of the Post

"Rolo, what exactly was my relationship with you? I always realize things too late... You weren't the brother of Lelouch vi Britannia, but the brother of Lelouch Lamperouge... Right?"

by Lelouch Lamperouge

Lost Colours

Rolo is full of LOVE~

Baaaaaaaawwwww!!!! T.T Rolo is D.E.A.D.!!! Sunrise finally erased him!!!! Noooooo... The scene was so heart breaking... *sniffs* Rolo gasping for air as he '私奔ing' with Lelouch!!!!!!! And the locket~~~ As expected, the sorrowful melody was played at that scene!! T.T Damn nice ar... I can't wait to download it... Everything ended as I hoped, excluding that fact that Rolo's death was not what I want in the first place... Except, well, Lelouch didn't hug Rolo in the end... Me wants hugging scene!!! And possibly crying Lulu!!!! T.T

Rolo was damn stubborn, insisting that his nii-san lives no matter what... Even if he has to sacrifice his own life... T.T I've repeat watching that scene for numberless times... And yet I still can't help screaming at it... T.T In my opinion, Rolo is the first one in Code Geass 1st+2nd season to have the most beautiful death... Surely enough, Euphie's death was sweet and somehow devastating... But Rolo's is simply heart-breaking...

For a trained assassin like him to have grown a heart and become to real human is just sooooooo touching... *sobs*

Rolo! I 've already told you that the only person that I will marry is Suzaku!!! I don't want you to save me!! Not when everything is meaningless since Suzaku won't propose ...

I LOVE this scene!!! Wonder why Lelouch tries to stop him from using his Geass... I mean, he hates him in the first place... But WHO CARES???? This made a mourning fangirl like me HAPPY~~ T.T (But why are the tears still coming out?)

Oh yes... Someone's dying... T.T His heart is failing him... T.T And yet... So determine!!! *sobs* T.T

It doesn't matter... There's always hope as long as we live, ne? So that's why, nii-san, you need to ganbatte to marry Suzaku, Ok? Hontou ni gomen ne... I can't attend your wedding... lol.. Kidding...

Oyasuminasai... Rolo Lamperouge... T.T Nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo... Rest in peace Rolo... We LOVE YA!!!


'Souda yo, omae no ani wa usotsuki...' He's been lying to you till the very end...

I want more Rolo!!! Rolo played quite a huge role in R2, even bigger than Gino and Anya (though their part is rolling since Rolo is out of the way...) There's NOT ENOUGH Artwork on him!!! Not just that, most of the artwork made Rolo looked so childish!! I want more ANGST Rolo!!!

YAY!! Angst rules!!!

Arabesque actually gave lots of hints about his death...

Arabesque
I can live all alone
Without feeling a thing,
or so I thought I received all of the kindness there was
Until I learned of suffering
>His messed up childhood

The arabesque of destiny
Light was shone into the darkness
And I was saved
>Those genuine memories...

Because I'll protect you this time
Because when it comes to the meaning of living, it's here
The person who gave me the heart known as 'happiness'-
"Nii-san...!"
>His heart!!

When it's sad, when it's lonely
I'm here, so close to you
So show me, let your gaze
Only turn to me
>He tries to comfort dear Lelouch when he's devastated but failed miserably...

Because I'll protect you this time
Because when it comes to the meaning of living, it's here
The person who gave me the heart known as 'happiness'- I'll fight,
throwing away my life
If my precious person hurts me
I can overcome it,
if our bond exists beyond this
>Yup, this part says all, he's soooooo gonna die saving Lelouch... T.T *wails*

And here's Suzaku losing his sanity... Muahahahahahahahaha... Get a grip Suzaku... Lelouch was like that when he found out about you...

End of post... Well, just to make sure that you guys don't misunderstand me... I DID NOT CRY!! All I did was wailed and wailed and wailed wailed and wailed and wailed and wailed and wailed and wailed and wailed and wailed and wailed and wailed and wailed and wailed and wailed and wailed and wailed and wailed and wailed and wailed and wailed and wailed and wailed and wailed and wailed and wailed and wailed and wailed and wailed and wailed and wailed and wailed and wailed and wailed... I'm not that weepy sort of person... XDD

This Turn seriously RAWKS!!!

Quote of the Post

"I've always been someone's tool! I was the tool of the Order. Then, I became your tool. Yes... I might have been just your tool in the end, Nii-san. But those time I spent with you was genuine. Thanks to that memory, I'm finally a human! So now, I'm not a tool.. This is my OWN will!!"

by Rolo Lamperouge

阴谋论

Maybe it's because I'm too exhausted that I've lost every drop of inspirations I once had... Ah well, here's something worth to note down...

The Library Exhibition (Minggu Pusat Sumber) has ended... We've sold out every key chains and bookmarks we ordered and made... The artwork business was pretty good... I myself made rm6 by it... It was unexpected that the Chibi Sakura I simply (chin-chai) drew received 2 out of 4(if not mistaken) orders... Looks like the crowds choose cute-cute drawings...

The first day was chaotic... The second as well, but the third was ok since the key chains and bookmarks were sold out already, so we only need someone to look after the booth and take orders for the artwork...

I've spent a lot of money on the not-so-good-sushi... Seriously... Other than that, Cleste and I had been watching Code Geass whenever we had the opportunity... We watch FMP Fumoffu too!! Davion demonstrated how to use the Sai software... Kon kissed loads of people... Banana, Amirah, Cleste, Kentai, KwanHan, William, Shen Yen, Shi Yun, Osla and etc...

I've calculated the money we've collected, it's 260++... Of course artists' fee and some other things haven't been deducted yet... XDDDD I'm sooooooooooo good at making money!!

Ok, now the crush I mentioned was revealed~ FINALLY ne? It was 小黄Jr!! Muahahahahahaha!! It was unexpected right? We lied to Cleste that we're gonna celebrate Chung's Bday at our class, so that's why she didn't expect us to give her 小黄Jr!! Though I enjoyed giving her hints and making suspicious... XDDD 小黄Jr didn't fail me... He's a smart dog!! And definitely cuter the Ashin-ojiiiiii-san... XDD

She kept saying '你有阴谋!'... LOL If it's a 阴谋 you want, then a 阴谋 I'll plot!!! *evil grin* I'm just so EVIL~~ We had a lot of fun with 小黄Jr... Banana was speechless at 小黄Jr's action... The temperature dropped at least ten degrees...

Oh yeah, and HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MEL-MEL!!! & Kah Hee too...

What Your Soul Really Looks Like

You are a warm hearted and open minded person. It's easy for you to forgive and forget. You are a very grounded, responsible, and realistic person. People may not want to hear the truth from you, but they're going to get it. You believe that people see you as larger than life and important. While this is true, they also think you're a bit full of yourself. Your near future is a lot like the present, and as far as you're concerned, that's a very good thing. For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust.

Inside the Room of Your Soul

You Are Somewhat Machiavellian

You're not going to mow over everyone to get ahead... But you're also powerful enough to make things happen for yourself. You understand how the world works, even when it's an ugly place. You just don't get ugly yourself - unless you have to!

How Machiavellian Are You?

Quote of the Post

"你有阴谋！！"

by Cleste Chua

Success!

The library exhibition today was quite a success... First, those VIP came in, and the first thing they saw is our WONDERFUL booth~~ Isn't that great? They were quite impressed with those students' artworks... And they stayed for quite some time admiring Hsien Chien's 'paperwork'... Other than that, they saw our Shinigami and L...

I was holding dear Kon... Later, they went into Bilik Tayangan... Chrno was there with others to perform 'The Price Of Freedom', nice piece~ Chrno said he made a mistake, but no one noticed, well, at least not me...

Overall, everything looked nice, our booth, I mean... During the form3, form4 recess, our booth was flooded... Everything was chaotic... We made 100+ bucks by selling those key chains, book marks, and orders for the artworks... That's quite a lot...

The upper section recess was the same... Chaos. But I enjoyed it... XDD

I've also told Cleste my crush... Wheeeeeeeee~~ Definitely better than Ashin!! He's my heart!!! I LOVE him!!

You Are a Mac

You are creative, stylish, and super trendy. You demand the best - even if it costs an arm and a leg.

Are You a Mac or a PC?

You Are Destined to Rule the World

You have the makings of a very evil dictator... Which is both kind of cool and kind of scary! Will you rule the world? Maybe. Maybe not. But at least you know that you could.

Are You Destined For World Domination?

Quote of the Post

"Kon kissed you!! Not just you, others too!"

by me

Horror!

There are some who greet NS with a warm smile, leaping hearts and celebrate when they're chosen. But, as you know, light wouldn't exist without shadows... Well, I'm one of those who grief for being chosen... If you're a NS supporter, you might say, 'what's wrong with you?? You should jubilate for being chosen!!! I wish I was chosen...' But hey! I have my own mind and I am the one to say whether I like it or not, not you...

*sighs* This sucks...

My mum said that we'll have to get Dr. Teh to write something for me... Insomnia, allergy and maybe migraine... lol... Which IS true... I'm taking med EVERYDAY for my stupid allergy which started last year... Then, my insomnia, I'm sure most of u know about it...

Vincy said she don't mind to be kena... But she's not in anyway, so nice said... She told me that Elizabeth wants to be chosen, but in her group, only Puay Huang kena... Are they having a thing with the 苏 family?

Tahniah, anda telah terpilih untuk mengikuti Program Latihan Khidmat Negara Siri 6/2009. NAMA : SU JE HUI
NOKP : xxxxxxxxxx
NEGERI : SELANGOR

Funny? Why do I feel cursed instead of blessed? What's worse, my dad doesn't seemed too keen to get me out of this nightmare...

We prepared the library today... Decorated our table with loads of nice, pretty posters... *drools at it* The figurines looked real nice in the display thingy... A lot asked whether they're for sale or not... HELL NO!!! The bookmarks looked very adorable... Still thinking about the price...

Now, I wanna talk about Code Geass... ARRRRRGGGGHHHH!!! Rollo!!! DO you have to be so foolish??? I really loathes Sunrise for making him so 'unadorable'... I know they're trying to make Lelouch more redeemable, but there's no need to bully my dear Rollo~~ T.T *sobs*

Gyaaaaa!! Rollo looks adorable!! Lelouch grief for him please!!! Pwease!!! He's dead for sure... T.T

Devastated Lulu... I bet I look like him...

What? Lelouch is distressed?? You've gotta be kidding!!! I am the king of Emos...

9th of August

Ok, this is official. There is only ONE MONTH left till our trials, which is NOT good!! Today, about 12 peoples turned up... Chrno and I ponteng to the library occasionally whenever we can to do the preparations...

I've labeled the arts, flipping through the folder is a pleasure. Seeing sooooo many pretty artworks' really enjoyable... Need to sleep early... Tommorow's Monkey No.1's Sports Day...


This cover is extremely gorgeous!! *fangirling* It's so full of love... I want the clean version!!! But Lelouch eyes doesn't looked like him... hmmmm... Nvm... But I still prefer the Lelouch above!! *points upward* Arrrrggghhh... I hate Sunrise for torturing Rollo!!!!

What Your Latte Says About You

You are very decadent in all aspects of your life. You never scale back, and you always live large. You can be quite silly at times, but you know when to buckle down and be serious. You have a good deal of energy, but you pace yourself. You never burn out too fast. You have a healthy relationship with caffeine. You're definitely not dependent on it. You are a child at heart, and you don't ever miss the opportunity to do something playful. You are deep and thoughtful, but you are never withdrawn.

What Does Your Latte Say About You?

You Are an "A-OK"

Your life philosophy can be summed up as, "Whatever will be, will be." Your greatest wish is to live each day a little better than the next. You are naturally calm and stable. Some people would call you a rock. You feel one with the world. You are a spiritual person, though no one who knows you would guess it.

What Hand Gesture Are You?

Quote of the Post

"它那里是小黄！！"

by Cleste