Cuteness Overload

Now I get it... Jason was born at least 2 months early, so that's why he's soooo slow... But that doesn't stop him from being cute~~ He loves hide and seek too~~ But since he's not very bright, we had to purposely shout or move a bit to let him find us... And we went to the park again yesterday... He finally learn to love the tube slide... And he tried the swing and see-saw. It rained in the afternoon, so we had to bring along a cloth to wipe those things dry...

Later, we got a shock of our lives...While Jason was climbing excitedly up a 'slide', (he climbs the slide instead of using the ladder coz it's closer to the tube slide...) he tripped and OUCH... He got up, we could see his lips were bleeding, so we rushed towards him... As we were treating his tiny lips, something red and unpleasant drip from his nose...

Eeehhhhh~~~ His nose is bleeding??? Oh s**t!! What are we suppose to do?? After panicking around the playground, we had to carried him all the way back to our house and give him ice, tv and etc... After his nose finally stopped bleeding, his cuteness rating broke 150%... Why? Coz he didn't cry when his lips and nose were bleeding... Kawaiii~~

Though I wonder why didn't he cry... Was it because he's a tough boy instead of a weepy baby or was he just too slow to react... And being slow doesn't stop him from being 18 kg... My right arm is sored... *ouch*

Downloaded some songs a few days ago... O2 was much more nicer in the piano version... Tsubasa Chapitre 191 seriously rox!! I thought Syaoran in TRC is a Mr. Seriously Nice Guy, but like father like son... He and Touya really doesn't get along~~~ It's so funny!! Dad and son both disliked their 'honey's brother!! XDD And now, I got my Bm result... I think it's 66... Did Pn Hanim suddenly decided to be generous before she leave or were we really that good??



You are The Empress
Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation.
The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents, beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful.
The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

Your Ice Cream Personality:

You like to think of yourself as a fairly modest person. And it's true that you don't talk yourself up... but you're also pretty happy with who you are. You have a wild reputation, but you're not as wild as you seem. You take risks, but only measured risks. You are a somewhat open minded person, but deep down you're fairly conservative. You don't like trying new things very much. And if you do find something new you like, you stick with it. You are a natural multitasker. You feel alive when you're doing more than one thing at a time. You are a serious and contemplative person. You definitely do your own thing in life.

The Ice Cream Personality Test

You Should Be a Film Writer

You don't just create compelling stories, you see them as clearly as a movie in your mind. You have a knack for details and dialogue. You can really make a character come to life. Chances are, you enjoy creating all types of stories. The joy is in the storytelling. And nothing would please you more than millions of people seeing your story on the big screen! What Type of Writer Should You Be?

Jason

He's my brother's cousin. Four years old and not exactly bright... He came back from Raub with him, alone... It seems that he's attached to my brother... Only when I saw the two of them standing together did I noticed that my brother's really tall, while Jason was extremely short and skinny...

He can be really cute when he talk and run, the problem is, he doesn't talk much nor run... Whenever I see him walking around, I always fear that he might just trip... He looked so unstable, his knees and head wobbled when he walked... And sometimes, I can't help wondering is he a bit... retarded?? When we asked him something, we always get some response after ages...

And today, his daddy called... I gave him the phone, but he didn't seem to know what is a phone... As he was playing PS2, he simply stared blankly at the TV screen, while his daddy tried to persuade him to talk... He failed anyway...

He's a bit, um... Anti-social?? We went to the park yesterday, and you know what he did?? He took his toys and sat on the bench and started playing his toys... -.-lll We spent 60% of the 30 minutes persuading him to try the swing and the slide... He liked the normal slide, but feared of the tube slide... He told us he haven't seen a tube slide before... As for the swing, he watched AFV the night before, and there were some videos on various ways to fall from a swing...

Nevertheless, he's very cute... He had lots of baked beans for dinner, which was the only dish he's most familiar with since he's from UK... XD He loves car racing games and trucks, trains and aeroplanes like other kids...

Yesterday night all of us - my sis, bro, Jason and me slept in my room... It was my sis dearest wish to sleep with the cutey, unfortunately, my bro's room isn't big enough and they ended up in my room... And of course, I slept on my bed while those three snuggled together on the mattresses on the floor. If they sleep on the bed, I'll expect to find Jason flat in the morning...

I had to tell him fairy tales before he sleep... He wouldn't sleep until it's 1 am... Time zone problem... So we told him stories like Snow White, Little Red Riding Hood, Rapunzel and White Fang which all ended with a happily-ever-after...

My brother and sister are terrible sleepers... They could sleep on the right side of the bed and ended up on the other side of the bed, up side down, and you don't have to wait till the next morning to witness their 'evolution'... My mum told me what happened in the night, the poor little guy was sweating a lot as my brother's humongous head was on top of his torso when she came in to check on them...

Namida

I didn't cry.

I just felt awkward when we arrived at Raub, witnessing Wai Po crying like hell and banging the coffin with a mixture of remorse and resentment... All we did were burning the papers, eat, and sleep. We didn't attend the funeral, we got back yesterday. My dad wanted us to attend, but being a 'xiao-lao-po' isn't exactly a proud thing... There, the relatives knew my dad was Wai Gong's son-in-law, my brother's his son, xiao mi's his wife. Sooner or later they'll start questing our (me, my sis n my mum) identity...

Who are they?? The fact that my dad has two wives are only known to xiao mi's mum, dad, bro and a few other people... So, to the villagers and some other bad-mouthed relatives is bound to ask who the hell are we... Not wanting others to know the 'truth', we 'sneaked' out in the morning... I don't suppose they'll believe that we're aliens from out of space or angels from heaven...

We reached home at 12 pm, took a bath and feeling a bit guilty, we went shopping at Giant... And since dad won't be back till tomorrow, I took the chance and switched on my com and leave it on till now to download the rest of Spice and Wolf... By the time I woke up, I got all three episodes downloaded...

There's not much in Giant, we went there because the day before something nice caught my eyes... In the end, I brought a nice bracelet, a white sling bag and failed to buy any red tops for my concert... Then, we went to Atria, got a hair cut and a book which GC fancy like hell fro rm1 only...

Currently reading Star Wars (guess why do I have that novel although I don't fancy Star Wars~~) out of boredom and watching Spice and Spice... The ed was really cute... Loved the ringos~~

Your Inner Eye Color Is Blue

You've got the personality of a blue eyed women You're intense and expressive - and always on the go You've also got a sweet, playful side - which draws men in

What Color Eyed Woman Are You Really?

Your Independence Level: High

You are extremely self reliant and autonomous. You are definitely into doing your own thing. But you also wouldn't turn down help if you needed it. You follow your own path, but you don't do so blindly.

How Independent Are You?

I Love All Of You!!

It was really, really unexpected... Everything was wonderful after the exam. The Holiday has just begun, my grades were somehow better than last year's, Nabari no Ou is sooo Awesome, Yoite is so gorgeous, Canteen Day is so near the corner, the concert preparation is so fun, challenging and mind twisting and I'm really looking forward to go to the workshop tomorrow morning. Just when life was getting really fun, busy, and more enjoyable and I didn't expect anything to ruin my perfectly happy life, something really did happen...

It was 12:30 pm, I was onlining already, uploading my blogskin... My 'mother' (the other one) came back, looking perfectly normal like she used to... After unloading some packages from her car, she left. Later, I gave up on making the internet budge, I switched off the com. Feeling a bit tired due to my lack of sleep last night (I'm stubborn, I won't sleep unless it's late), I lied onto the sofa.

Then, she (my mother) came back again. Lazy to open the door for her, I pretended to be asleep. Right after she parked her car, my dad came back too... After they came in, I continue to pretend sleeping, until when I heard my dad said, 'He could be lying there for 2 to 3 days already!'. Lying for 2-3 days without being noticed?? Is that person still alive?? I was curious and started to listen to their conversation.

It seems that my mum's godmother had noticed that her neighbor's kitchen's light wasn't on as usual. Which makes her realize that her neighbor is missing! So, here comes the police. I drifted away for a bit after dad started to talk the phone since it was boring... But he said something that caught my attention again and stunned me...

'Please arrange those, I won't be free because my father-in-law has just passed away.'

What??!! Father-in-law?? Immediately I got up, pretending to be just awake. I walk towards them, rubbing my eye. My mum's puffy red eye and my dad's grief tone confirmed what I'd overheard... No way!! He's so young!! 61 only!

First time in my life, I lost my words. I was really stunned, though I can still think... I don't know what am I suppose to do.. Cry? Say something? Ask something? I didn't cry, yet. Maybe I will, and maybe I won't. Indifferent, cold-blooded, apathetic you might say... But I really don't know. He is my grandfather, but not blood-related. In fact, he's one year younger than my uncle!!

It was shock that I felt instead of grief... I don't really know him, the time I spent with him is even less than the time I spent with the Black Thing... He lived in Raub and we rarely meet or talk... I felt kinda guilty for not shedding any tears for him. My nose felt sour, my eyes wet, and yet my heart don't feel like crying...

My mum's (the one who lost her father) is really tough, I respect her for that. She wiped her tears swiftly and started to inform her relatives. We overheard her telling someone on the phone that her father's body was found in the hill where he grew rubber trees. It seems that he had an accident and... We won't be getting back his body yet, the police needs to examine his body first... It's really sad, to have your family member being... Can we skip the word?? Other than that, she even lectured us!

'You see what happened to Wai gong!! Don't always think that others are 'popomama'. He didn't listen to us and hire some workers to help him, and see what happened~~'
She's really something...

I've never really lost anyone quite close to me before. Last time it was my uncle who lived in Johor. My cousin lost his father and before that another lost his grandmother. I didn't cry for them, I didn't know them well. I still have everyone who're important to me, how I wish everything won't change, but that's not possible...

So, before it's too late, I just wanna say it again,

I LOVE ALL OF YOU!

Happy Teacher's Day!

I'm gonna make two posts today. And first, I would like to say Happy Teachers Day to every teacher I know from the bottom of my heart. Thank you so much for your dedications and every thing!! I really enjoy and appreciate every moment you spent with me (I know Pn Hanim's reading, but I'm saying this sincerely and definitely not for better grades...) I'm not in the mood to type out all the events like I used to, so I'll just post some photos...

Imagine if the bottle slipped...


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'Sexy'!!

Pandemonium

Whenever we got back our paper, the class always turned into a first class pandemonium... Students kept bombarding the teachers for the sake of better grades, higher marks, and for their very own pride... Got back my Pm-57, CHem-58, Physics-55, mt-76, Chinese-74++~~So that's 3Cs n 2A1s... Doesn't look too good...

I can't argue points for pm, though some of the answers are extremely ridiculous, and reasonable answers (from the opinion of none other than me) were unaccepted... No need to repeat, Moral's definitely not a waste of papers, time and energy, but our country's moral education is just near rubbish... Some moral top scorers' attitude and action are no where near their grades... So, what's the point?

Chem was ok... Physics, I'm tired... As for Chinese period, the whole class was like a battle field. Knightmares were out and sadly we don't possess Geass, or else it would be sooooo much more simple to order Mrs. Wart to give us bonus everywhere... XDD After the 'world-class debate', we managed to convinced her to make some changes... In the end, we got TWO bonus question (not everyone, coz like me, I already got one of the two correct so no extra mark for that) and Mrs. Wart changed a Q's answer...

But that's not the end of it... Later, The Wonderful warrior Melody came up and challenged Mrs. Wart another question, the result is still in the dark coz Mrs. Wart said she need to think about it... I really need those points...

You Need Some Orange in Your Life

Orange will make you feel open, lively, and artistic. And with a little orange, you will project an aura of friendliness. If you want bolder experiences, you've got to get a little orange in your life! For extra punch: Combine orange with red or yellow The downside of orange: It's too powerful and unusual for some people to deal with The consequences of more orange in your life: You will become more creative in almost every aspect of your life You will find humor in the most serious and dismal situations You will feel like life is exciting, even when you're doing ordinary things

What Color Do You Need?

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion: You have medium extroversion. You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party. Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences. But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time." Conscientiousness: You have high conscientiousness. Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life. Most things in your life are organized and planned well. But you borderline on being a total perfectionist. Agreeableness: You have low agreeableness. Your self interest comes first, and others come later, if at all. In general, you feel that people are not to be trusted. And you're skeptical that anyone else really feels differently. Neuroticism: You have medium neuroticism. You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic. Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy. Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of. Openness to experience: Your openness to new experiences is high. In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas. You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits. A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.

The Five Factor Personality Test

Don't tell me you can't see her...

Tada~~~ Can you see someone??? XDDD Kinda blur...

Now, I'm totally hooked onto Nabari no Ou!! Rokujou is sooo cool~~~ Akuma!! XDD I really like he way he tricked others~ So funny!! And that Yoite, he maybe 16+, but sometimes he really acts like a kid... I wonder what's his role in Nabari... He's appeared the most in the ending part... Why huh?? O.o

The animation's unique too~~ All the background looks like water colour painting... And the before-&-after commercial cut was cool~~ Love the bg music~~ Since poor me couldn't find any manga scan from the net, I'm heading towards HQ!!! I'm gonna bring the whole stack of Nabari back~~~

Brand New Breeze

Yup! A brand new breeze! If you've watched La Corda-blah-blah-blah, you'll know it's its opening... It's not like I fancy the anime, but it's hilarious and it dosen't hurt to watch a bit... The only thing that some how annoys me is the fact that most stories always involves ONE girl and HALF A DOZENS of boys and all of them are falling for her... Too sweet for me... I want BITTER-sweet... XD Fun-fact: Fukuyama Jun, the seiryu for Lelouch is also the seiryu for the sleep-eat-and-play-cello-Shimizu-kun! Nice job!! Hard to imagine they're the same seiryu... One sounds maniac+insane while the other sounds like he's been hypnotized and he's gonna fall asleep in any second...

Exam pressure is over, but a new pressure is attacking me, the results... I don't like, my EST, PM, BC, Physics... They're dropping as if they just went shopping!! Unfortunately, Those are the past, and I can't do anything to change the past, so my future's my only hope left... If you're my friend, pray that I'll get out of this alive...

Really need something to blow away all those tiring things... Something REFRESHING! Like... Music!! Manga!! Anime!! Shopping!! If you put all those stressing things aside, you'll see there's sooo much more to do!! And this, is my wish list:

1. Read Manga
2. Watch Anime
3. Listen to the Melodies
4. Go shopping
5. Prepare a nice little revision time-table before SPM (don't think I have any other choice..)
6. Canteen DAY!!!!
7. The Concert (might be my last one... NO WAY!!)
8. Go wild...
9. start organizing myself to get BETTER results!
10. Tidy my bedroom (it's a terrible mess with all those reference books piling up on my desk and bits of papers here and there...)

And now, I'll find myself facing my father forcing me to discuss about my future more... He'll says, you've finished your exam already so I want you to think about it and surf more about it... He wants me to be a Fund Manager, Merchant Banker and something like that... He thinks that animation means long working hours and it's not very healthy coz you'll have to sit facing the monitor 10 hours per day...

He feels that my interest in animation is just like a kid's interest in Power Ranger & Barbie Doll... It's bound to die out some day, and I'll regret like hell when that day comes... I'm not sure about this... But how the hell would I know will this passion ever leaves me?? He's not a Yumemi... And I can't see how am I gonna entertain my self without Anime, which is linked to Manga and Musics... They're trinity!! Unbreakable! He told me, if you follow my word, you'll be able to make HEAPS of money, then maybe you can make your own company and hire people to do your animations...

Popiah Cooperations anyone??

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

What Your Easter Egg Says About You

You are whimsical, spontaneous, and fun loving. You connect well with people, but nature is your true love. Changing locations and scenery is important to your creativity. You are inspired by the surroundings around you

The Easter Egg Personality Test

You Are A Peanut

You are popular, even with people who tend to have picky taste. Kids love you, as do dogs. From rednecks to snobs, most people have a place for you in their hearts. As popular as you are, there are some people who can't be near you. Don't take it too personally. There's just a few people you rub the wrong way.

What Nut Are You?

Can YOU see the LIGHT ahead?

For you, maybe? For me not... I've flunk my chemistry... (No~~~ Hopefully not...) Why does it have to be Pn. Grace??? In case you haven't notice, She's a serial murderer with a 100000$ price tag on her head for being a SPM Candidates Flunker and destroying their future...

Luckily, I won't be going for the Chemistry road, free from Chemistry tolls and highways... English was ok... Physics and Bio were ten times better than Chemistry, less terms and properties to memorizes... Too much terrorize me, and eventually, I'll die... But I can't die yet... Not before I finished reading every manga I love, watching every anime I fancy and going to popular places, and of course playing with my friends...

And then we have EST... I totally forgot that it's FRIDAY and school ends EARLY... I was drawing before I start... I was only 70% done when Pn Hanim announce that it's 10 minutes to 'expiry date'... Then I panicked a bit... The ending was kinda lousy... Ah yes, Chinese, it was the worst... I didn't have enough time to finish writing my 'EXCITING, PANICKING & DANGEROUS' adventure and panic all the time... I didn't study my Ming ju well and it sucks...

BM was ok... I wrote my laporan but how well did I wrote I don't know... But I certainly wrote it in ease... I got the ideas, the ONLY problem is my tatabahasa and my deco... It's not and never will become my 'mama' tongue. I can write fluffy stuff in Chinese and English, but no... Not in BM... I'm just glad I won't flunk it... Personally, I rather have 3 BM papers than 1 Chemistry paper...

Dunnoe why, but I felt that I'll get better results this time, excluding Chemistry... Although I only study max 3 hours per day... Other time I'm cracking, decomposing slowly... Immersing myself in mangas n youtube... Oh, and Harry Potter too... Feels kinda sad to finish the whole series... I've been reading backwards... From Deathly Hallows to Half-blood Prince to Order of The Phoenix, skipping Goblet of Fire coz me dun have... And now, I've reached the last stage where everything begin - The Philosopher's Stone...

Bad timing

Dooms day is soooo near... I can feel the chill around me already... And yet, it's golden week in Japan so there'll be no Naruto, Tsubasa, Mx0, Fairy Tail when the exam pressure is the LIGHTEST since it's just started only... Boohoo, no treat before the exam pressure crushed us...

Since it might be a good thing to record down how well/mostly is bad I'm in the exam, I guess I'll post it here... Since you guys knew (almost, compare to my mum n dad) evertyhing...

BM- Like hell do I care about it if it wasn't for the SPM cert!!! I screw up almost everything, bina ayat, novel, peribahasa, sastera... 1. Setitik nisah merosakkan susu (Haven chack that yet...) Sama berat dipikul, sama ringan dijingjing (I got a feeling it's wrong already...) And Othman turn to Omar... Wonder did she gave me marks for THAT?? And yet I still manage to scrap a 64%... (Miracle by Zero-sama??) Wonder how did Pn Hanim managed to finish marking ours so fast...

English - It wasn't so bad... I WISH!!! To think of it... I noticed that I'm not really sure what I wrote in those papers~~ And I think the story sucks.... No wait, there's no story at all in the first place!! I just wrote I got into the train and left it... And the train had a NASTY accident... How good is that?? Hope the ending will send a chill to Pn Yee...

Sejarah - Overall it's Good, I think... I think I might be able to scrap a 70++ for this paper because of all the information collecting I've been doing... Almost everything came out... For those that didn't come up might turn up in Paper 1... Done the Renaissance reasonably well (using the whole page, thinking and cramming everything I can remember...). The ciri-ciri bout negara didn't went so well, only wrote half only cos I didn't know what to write for Qb!! Then MU was not bad... Same crammed everything inside... For the essay, I might score a 45/60... And 35/40 for the structure... I hope... Then it'll be 80%~~ XDDDD

Physics - Xien lor... I don't know how to do the experiment leh... Just wrote some craps... And IF I'm lucky, I might get the aim and hypothesis correct... IF only lar...

I'm sure most teachers might laugh at my answers... And there's this Chinese paper I've gotta sit on Mon... I didn't know we'll be having Chinese UNTIL William sms me to report that he FAILED again to obtain the Ad and wished me luck for Chinese... I'm so lost... I simply buried myself into the fantasy world of Harry Potter and internet to surf for Code Geass Picture Drama after I got back from school, finishing the last speck of banner... Don't be surprise if you see it hanging somewhere on Hari Guru...

Lost in Geass Fantasy:



I wanna go horse riding too~~~



Hahahar...



Omg... No, Suzaku, you've got Yuffie ALREADY!!! Don't rxpe Lelouch!!



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LOL!! Nice photoshop~~



For a sec... I thought they're a family... Schneizel- papa, Clovis - mama...