Trust and Betrayal

私は責任のなく、利己的な人々を憎む...
これは冗談じゃないです...
それは本当です...
君達は理解する必要がない...
特に Hsu-Cherng...
誰でもこれを翻訳するは馬鹿す...
ごめんね~ XDD

Haywire...

Came back from Tan C Y and studied Bio before that, currently blogging, reading online manga, searching for CG news... Did I just broke down?? Dunnoe, maybe I guess... Just finish reading transportation, cells, and the last chapter... My brain's just somehow blew up...

For example: I was thinking of a better way to get better results... Then aha!! I remember something about 'hypertonic', 'hypotonic, n 'isotonic'.... Here's how it works out... The text books, reference books, exercise books n etc are 'HYPERTONIC' in 'knowledge', and my brain's knowledge required for SPM which is pitifully low, is 'HYPOTONIC' to it... Wonder is there any way for me to 'immerse' my brain in the books?? Then hope it'll be balance out, which is 'ISOTONIC'...

breaking down, breaking down at the moment... Into glucose, amino acids, and etc... Dooms day is near... Now searching for Sanctuary in Anime and Manga... And here's the poem I wrote...

说不完的无奈

爱玲沫横飞，
学生泪如雨。
日炎艳阳高，
课闷师自喜。
天寒乌云满，
徒冷汗直冒。
开口谈名句，
心犹心莲苦。
提笔欲扣分，
拔腿逃不了。
唐诗两三句，
绵羊已过千。
一二三个字，
四五六首诗。
无视于怨声，
满怀的无奈。
江南山水秀，
不及眼前清。

You Are a Newborn Soul

You are tolerant, accepting, and willing to give anyone a chance. On the flip side, you're easy to read and easily influenced by others. You have a fresh perspective on life, and you can be very creative. Nonconformist and nontraditional, you've never met anyone who's like you. Inventive and artistic, you like to be a trendsetter. You have an upbeat spirit and you like almost everything. You make friends easily and often have long standing friendships. Impulsive and trusting, you fall in love a little too easily. Souls you are most compatible with: Bright Star Soul and Dreaming Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

Your Personality at 35,000 Says...

Deep down, you prefer spending time alone to spending time with others. You enjoy thinking more than talking. You are good with your place in the world. You are confident and comfortable with who you are. Your gift is relating to other people. You don't hide from your own emotions, and you are good at drawing other people out. You are inspired by what is unknown. You are drawn to the exotic. It's very easy for you to feel happy. You can find peace with any situation.

The Personality Test at 35,000 Feet

You Are 44% Burned Out

You're fairly burned out, and it shows. You probably have been feeling a little rundown and irritable lately. If you can, drop a few of your minor responsibilities and focus on what's really important. You have too much on your plate, and it's catching up with you.

Are You Burned Out?

Oh My Freaking God!

What do you do IF your dad, who you some times criticize him on your blog asks you: ' Do you blog?'

My first answer will be NO... But then, I answered him:' Only the GROUP blog...' Unknown to him, my mind ran rapidly like hell, imagining all kinds of consequences that might happen if I said yes... Will I tell him? He might ask for my blog add if I did... NO WAY!! It'll be the END of my life!! Which makes me made up my mind to reply NO...

Another BIG event that might turn out to be my doomsday is mid-term... It's 15th already... We're already in the DANGER & PANIC zone~~ Panic everyone!! Wait, NO! Don't panic!! GO home and eat ALL your text book!!! I WANT!! But I CAN'T... Easy to say... Study hard, but to do the practical was like HELL...

What's worse, I can't get my mind off Code Geass R2, which is seriously gonna mark my day if I don't get over it NOW... But how leh... Almost EVERY episode is a climax epi... Impossible to skip... Not with

Rollo saying 'I will kill Zero'
and
Lelouch saying 'I must deal with him first, My FAKE brother Rollo'

with those big FAKE heart-breaking smiles on their faces while facing each other...

What to do?? Besides the Geass threat I'm currently facing, there's another ONE... Me don't tuition, well, at least not Chemistry and Physic right now... Instant death!! I sucks at Chemistry... And that new teacher Rxx kinda SUX as well... It's not that he's bad at teaching, but he's class is soooooo DIRTY!!! As in THAT kind of dirty... (don't make me spell it out...) Physic isn't that hard as long as I STUDY... The problem is, I don't study much... Not until LAST MINUTE... Hahahar... That's another one way ticket to hell~

God of Geass, bless me!

What Your City Walk Means

You are optimistic and hopeful. Sometimes you do get disappointed by expecting too much. You are generally confident and friendly with strangers. You are well mannered and sociable. Money is fairly important to you. You aren't super greedy, but you enjoy spending money on yourself. You are curious about ideas. If you had the means, you'd like to explore the whole world.

The City Walk Personality Test

What Your Handwriting Says About You

You are a fairly energetic person. You know how do pace yourself, and you deal well with stress. You are very extroverted and outgoing. You are loving, friendly, and supportive. However, you are also manipulative and controlling at times. You are balanced and grounded. You know how to get along well with others. You need a bit of space in your life, but you're not a recluse. You expect people to give you a small amount of privacy, and you respect their privacy as well. You are somewhat traditional, but you are also open to change. You listen to your head and your heart. You are a decent communicator. You eventually get your point across, but sometimes you leave things a bit ambiguous.

What Does Your Handwriting Say About You?

People Envy Your Compassion

You have a kind heart and an unusual empathy for all living creatures. You tend to absorb others' happiness and pain. People envy your compassion, and more importantly, the connections it helps you build. And compassionate as you are, you feel for them.

What Do People Envy About You?

Something to expect, something to look forward~~

Gyaaaa~~~~

R2 is seriously AWESOME!!! The way the start the episode, the way they pull me into their world and of course LELOUCH!!!! It seems that Lelouch lost his memory, or his memory was being tampered by SOMEONE... Is this the end?? NO, Karen and the rest of the Black Knights who escaped came to the rescue!!!

Arrrrrggghhh!! I really want to know who Rollo is!!! It's not like Rollo is his real brother, I doubt it... It seems like someone change his memory UNTIL he DOESN'T even REMEMBER NUNNALLY!!! All he know is, he has a cute little brother, whose voice is more mature than I had expected (Alphonse anyone??) and felt that life, IS BORING!!!

But then, I wonder, if Rollo was a spy or a substitute or somethingsomething the bad guys (bad guys?? ) sent to company/spy on Lelouch, is Rollo acting in front of everyone?? I mean, he looks like he cares for his brother!!! And it's said that the things he treasures the most is the locket Lelouch gave him on his birthday... (It sounds very sweet all right... But Lelouch sure has a weird taste... Giving hie BROTHER a locket... Or is it Rollo who wants the locket in the first place??) And what about the rest in school?? Especially Millie!! She should know that Lelouch only have A SISTER!! Is Rollo really Lelouch's brother or the other's memories has been tampered too??

Anyway... The ending was A.W.E.S.O.M.E.!!!! The song is totally different from Mosaic Kakera and Yuukyo Seishunka... This time it's シアワセネイロ, (Shiawase Neiro)!! True!!! It does have a shiawase feeling!! It's so peaceful, and it totally synchronizes with all of CLAMP's art!! Another YAY!! CLAMP drew ALL the ending art which is no doubt the best!!!! So gorgeous!! Especially the one with Cornelia and Euphemia!!!

Last, they gave us a tiny-winy peek on what happen one year ago...

Suzaku: 'Lelouch, I won't ask for your forgiveness... We are friends after all, right?'

How could you???? And what the hell are you trying to show with that calm and cold look and tone???!!! Don't act cool!! Coz you're not!! Actually, when Suzaku is angry, he can go more more insane than Lelouch... OR at least you can feel he's really mad with those creepy aura around him unlike Lelouch who doesn't bother keeping his mad aura...

Twinkle Toes...

The Tv man & woman came today... 3 of us didn't bring any short pants... (one dun have hp and the other two didn't inform teacher that they had changed their numbers didn't get the sms) XDD Luckily teacher have some costume stand by and they had no other choice but to wear it n OMG~~ They look like Aladdin's harem~~ XDDD

The camera man had this small cam, he kept moving here and there... But most of the time he's focusing on Farah, the instructor, which saves us a lot from embarrassments... Wonder when will they broadcast it... Dun think it'll be soon... Coz the camera woman said she'll be visiting Farah next week...

Your Mind is Purple

Of all the mind types, yours is the most idealistic. You tend to think wild, amazing thoughts. Your dreams and fantasies are intense. Your thoughts are creative, inventive, and without boundaries. You tend to spend a lot of time thinking of fictional people and places - or a very different life for yourself.

What Color Is Your Mind?

OMG~~~ It's sooooo true~~

You Are a Maze

You can be confusing, tiring, and deceptive. But at the end of it all, you're sweet. You believe there are many ways to get to an answer... And you are willing to explore every single one of them!

What Kind of Puzzle Are You?

You're a Part Time Brainiac

No doubt about it, you have the potential for big brain power. But potential doesn't get you to genius. It's going to take some work. Like most smart people, you enjoy a good intellectual challenge every now and then. But you do tend to shy away from anything difficult, frustrating, or complex. Push yourself to think, learn, and explore more... even when it feels bad. You have the capacity to solve amazingly difficult problems. You just need to let yourself do it.

Are You a Brainiac?

Rumours

'RUMORS'- Pn Areni Julie said that Canteen Day will be held on 30th of April... It's not that Pn Julie is unreliable, only that the fact that mid term exam is just 5 days after that makes the whole info unstable... Why 30th?? Everyone asked... Just 5 days before exam... So... If that is true, D.I.E.... Ah well...

And then Hantu asked us to make the labels among ourselves... Time to brain storm...
Cherng - Retarded Banana
William - Brightest Nose In 5BR
Cleste - eh... If I say I'll die... Better don't...
KH - Fahrenheit!!

今日は4 月1 日です!!

Trick 1.
We planned to trick William in the morning we succeed without any interruption!!! We pretend to hate him, (in fact, someone really hates him...) XDDD LOL
He was soooo innocent and naive!!! He KNEW today is APRIL FOOL's, and yet he totally didn't suspect that we're actually playing a prank... Lesson of the day, LEARN CHINESE!!! Or else, you'll ended up like him, totally blur even when we're hinting him the reason we 'hates' him is 4 月1 日，愚人节!!!

Trick 2.
Kentai-kun was tricked!
CR: Have you study your physics?
K : Err... I haven't draw the diagram...
CR: Do you know there'll be a physic test?
K : Eh??!!! Really!! But I thought we have the ceramah?? (Believes without a doubt...)
CR: I dunno wor... See how Ms Wong thinks...
K : I know... We'll drag until physic is over then we won't have to sit for the test...
CR: April Fool's!!!
lol...

Trick 3.
Vincy Teo aka Chicky White~~
CR: What do I do???
CW: What's the matter??
CR: You know what, GC is moving to Sabah... Where her mother comes from... And she'll be leaving school... Then I'll be alone... How???
CW: Sabah???!!! Her whole family?? Why?
CR: I dunno also...
* then someone interrupts, 'do you know today is April Fool's?')
CR: Happy April Fool's!!
XDD

Trick 4.
Melissa Soo!!
CR: Hey Melissa, I heard that the author of Ouran is going to continue Ouran!!!
MS: Really!!! That's so wonderful!! The romance between the couple... (Overexcited...)
CR: Happy April Fool's!!!! (XDDD LOL)

Trick 5.
Chicky White again!!
CR: What's that dirty spot on your specs?
CW: Where?? *takes off glasses to check*
CR: Happy April Fool's!!